Things I'll Never Do Again.

THINGS I'LL NEVER DO AGAIN:

- Be young

-Lose my virginity

-Go to school

-Trust people

- Have my gallbladder or uterus taken out

- Be thin

- Be happy

- gymnastics

- Eat squid, chicken feet or Wasabe mustard

- Go back to Ottawa

-Stick my tongue on a frozen metal pole in the winter

- Take Air Canada

- Have kids

- Go camping in the winter

- Have my period(yay!!!!)

- Be a kid

- Go to the cottage'

-Go to camp

- visit relatives who have died

- be innocent

- find a friend like Buddy

As well, I heard that this pinecone-like image is actually a hidden image of the pineal gland which is the Third Eye, the hidden consciousness most people  can never access or attain(I am able to attain when I smoke weed or leave my body) which I wasn't aware of before and it reminded me of the canopy bed my Babushka had and handed down to me as a teen: on all 4 corners at the top it had those and I just thought at the time they were pineapples! It was a wooden bed painted white with them carved into the wood at the top. Now I wonder if she was even aware of the signifigance and meaning?When we left Toronto and moved to L.A when I was 17 I gave the bed away to my cousins and lost track of what happened to it afterwards. It is interesting though that both Babushka and I have always had that extra special "gift" of knowing things ahead of times, and in dreams and having knowledge of things we can't explain how we know but we just do.

My stomach pain is still soooo bad it's bad enough to go to to the ER but there's no point as if it is just my stomach ulcer they can't do anything for it anyway and I'm on pills for it for over the past 5 years as it is, so I just suffer at home and I used my last bath bomb from the CNE and this morning I soaked my poor sore aching body in a lavender epsom salts bath and when my hubby took the laundry to the laundry place to dry(since our  dryer broke) yesterday he didn't even dry it; the towels were still  all damp! Ewww! Last night I also heard 2 loud gunshots(and saw a flash) from the backyard next-door while I was sitting out on the back porch smoking weed but I guess it's not too surprising since they are drug dealers!

I'm not upset that you lied to me, I'm upset that from now on I can't believe you. - Friedrich Nietzsche