En Peu.

Yesterday the road crew put gravel on the soon-to-be road and flattened it and it was soooo noisy it shook the entire house; the walls and floors were shaking and the windows were rattling loudly it felt like an earthquake and even woke me up from my nap! They're not even there today though because it's raining soooo much( up to 30 mm plus a 90 KM wind) and so far anyway no more bleeding from Buddy thank God, and my stomach still feels sick and hurts and feels like it was pulled out as far as it can go and got all stretched out sort of like how you have to stretch out the bouncy part of the trampoline when you set it out in the spring and attach it to the springs and the metal frame. I also figure someone like me that seems cursed with bad luck and nothing ever works out or goes right for me that skydiving probably isn't the best choice for me as I'd really need the parachute and back-up shute to work but knowing my "luck" we all know the odds are it probably wouldn't...

Now it's so windy I all of a sudden also notice lots of leaves falling and piling up on the ground now and it's sad when you really think about it,too; a pile of leaves is actually a mass grave; a bunch of dead leaves, and that's how I'd like to die myself as well; gently get taken away with a breeze, drifting off peacefully, and I love the smell of fresh, crisp fall leaves as well and fall is such a pretty season, and 2 of my fave. people were also born in October but the only thing I hate about this month is Satan's Day (Halloween) and all the reminders of the day that glorify the occult always in my face. The 27 YR old also says his boss charges 150$/HR to clean chandeliers (and the average is 6 HRS)and the rich people just pay it, no question and that he lost 500K in lost revenue during the scamdemic too meaning he must make 250K a year and he retains a lawyer as well that charges 900$/HR so who knew that cleaning chandeliers was such a lucrative business?

The other day I also saw the most gorgeous handsomest man I've ever seen: my mother was watching a show called Chicago Fire on TV and I walked by and saw this beautiful man on the screen( shown here) and I just swooned; OMG! What a dreamboat! What a hunk! So I Googled  (I actually searched hot guy on Chicage Fire) and found out his name is Taylor Kinney  and he's 41 and he's dated Lady GaGa which seems an odd match to me; such a handsome guy with a woman who is not so good-looking, but hey, and OMG, I would love to ride him like a cowboy rides his horse! I'm not dead yet and I can still dream!!!!

Empaths did not come into this world to be victims, we came to be warriors... ~Anthon St. Maarten