I got the best surprise yesterday! I had asked my hubby when he was out if he could pick me up a couple more boxes of those beyond delicious truffles now they'd be reduced after Christmas....and boy did he ever.....and how! I was expecting a couple of small boxes like the one I have now.....but did he ever deliver! He found this enormormous box that's 1.36 KG( that's over 3 pounds!!!) so there must be hundreds of them in there(it's 6 times the size of my original box,eeeeeeeeee!!!) and he got it for 50% off,too!
Oh, my God!
I just squealed and shrieked at the top of my lungs hugging it and jumped up and down in sheer joy when I saw it! The 15 YR old even had to cover his ears and run out of the room! You would have thought I won the lottery or something( even though I don't gamble) I was sooo happy I just felt like running down the street naked and screaming doing cartwheels and back flips( not that I can do them anymore).I also used the last bath bomb this morning the 23 YR old gave me for Christmas(it was a great gift!) and this one was extra nice; it turned the water all pink and smelled like bubble gum and even made bubbles, and I was woken up at 3 am with the worst heartburn ever(I still have it) a deep pain in my chest going up to my throat; I've never had it so bad (even though I have had gastric reflux and stomach ulcer) this really hurts and I took a couple of Tums when I got up and my nausea and cough is much worse as well, and it even makes me wonder if maybe it's NOT indigestion but an imminent heart-attack? If so I wonder how my family will feel always berating me saying I'm just "fat and lazy" not being able to exert myself and getting out of breath going up a flight of stairs?
It's also a full moon and I wonder if I'll transform into something magical( ha, ha) and we hardly have any snow at all left now and it looks like the end of March and the beginning of spring and both my hubby and the 28 YR old say that winter will be mild but I'm NOT "falling" for that; I bet it's just setting us up and next month we'll get hit really hard with cold and snow....just watch...we just got "suckered-in.....winter isn't done with us yet....and at least with my hubby getting a cheap-ass Chinese knock-off for our new TV when he puts the box outside for recycling pick-up when people walk by and see it they won't be tempted to break in and steal it and if I could afford one "luxury" item now I would also get an old-fashioned clawfoot bath tub like we had at our old house in Toronto. I really loved that thing and you can slide right deep down and get the water all the way up to your neck!
This is also the hottest thing I've seen all week: Lenny Kravitz in the tropics bare-assed, and my hubby replaced the broken shelf in the fridge which costs 100$ and my mother already somehow managed to break it, and when I "lost" the 19 YR old( we used to be so close and then she one day decided she hated me and turned her back from me and now doesn't want me a part of her life anymore and now none of the kids do and I respect that and stay away, not wanting to "destroy" them any more or get rejected myself anymore) it broke me; utterly gutted me and I died that day; my body remained but I died, and I just gave up until Buddy came along( he truly is a gift and blessing from God and an answer to my prayer and perhaps my "transition" to keep me going and bring me some love and joy in my last years before I die?)and gave me a reason to live and love again and now he's all I have as well as the only one who loves me and I know will never stop loving me, leave me, abandon me, and will stay with me until the end, unlike everyone else I have ever loved or cared for; he's my everything; the only light and love in my life, he IS my life and my entire world. There was no before him and there won't be any after. If I was stranded on a deserted desert island and I could only take one thing with me it would be Buddy. He's my best friend and my life-line. I simply can'y live without him.He saved my life, gave me a reason to live and smile again, and I honestly don't know what I'd do without him.
I'm sorry for being me.
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