Goin' Commando.

Today I'm goin' "commando", like a true Scotsman under his kilt: no underwear! It was by accident though and not on purpose; I got dressed into my clean clothes after my bath and hair wash this morning....and I sorted out my clothes to put on and,.....where's my underwear?.....that's weird....where is it? I couldn't find my underwear. It wasn't there with the other clothes. I must have forgotten it when I put my clothes out and so today I'm going around without underwear and it feels really weird. I remember this one time as a kid too I was so excited to go to the Ex ( the CNE) when I got dressed I forgot to put it on( but luckily I had a one-piece jumpsuit) and this other time in the Caribbean when I changed on the beach from my wet bathingsuit back into my clothes there was no underwear; it must have fallen out of my bag, so I went commando the rest of the day under my skirt and it felt nice and breezy and "free".....ok, except for the fact that it was a really windy day and I had to keep holding my white skirt down and then we got torrential rain and it was a white skirt.....then see-thru when wet, so luckily I still had my beach towel I just wrapped around my waist. My hubby also did our taxes( it's waaay too complicated for my mother and I to understand, plus also too much math) and my mother gets a grand total of 14$ back this year but still better than me; I get nothing. They also said on the news the average Milennial is 33 and owes 47 K in debt due to student loans and credit card debt. Yikes! No wonder  they can't afford to buy a home, that plus the cost of homes!

I also figured university was nothing more than just a waste of $$$ on the oldest and the 26 YR old since the oldest hardly even used his degree and then decided he didn't like it and switched careers and the 26 YR old almost made it( just 3 classes left to graduate) and then quit plus university also ruined the kids and made them worldly and turned them away from God and the values they were raised with, and it makes sense too that God sent many prophets to different people in different parts of the world at different times to teach them love and His Word: Buddha to Asia, Jesus to the Israelities and Mohammed to the Arabs, and even now some Orthodox Jewish and Muslim sects think certain people are the modern-day Messiah and it would be like back in Jesus' time, some people believe He was the real deal and others doubting thinking He was just a radical cult leader. and now Israel's PM Netanyahu( that's such a cool name) is a dictator who changed the law so that he can't be ousted despite his corruption and thousands are taking to the street in protest and Ukraine's Zelensky denies war crimes trying to justify  they can "defend" themselves too but that still doesn't mean you can torture and kill innocent civilians and that guy is a wolf in sheep's clothing.

I also think now that our Mystery Flower IS a daffodil like I first thought afterall; now it's 3 times the size( it's amazing what daily water will do) and now it's more mature and bigger it has a sheath on the outer bud now visible now it's bigger, and I wonder too still why my fave. Facebook friend de-friended and blocked me awhile back and maybe she didn't like it I mentioned her in my blog or something but it just means because she was important to me as I mention in my blog things in my life; things that are on my mind or that are important to me or that I care about or think about,concern me, matter to me, or are a part of my life and about the youngest now being 16 the 28 YR old said, with sexual innuendo, Now he's legal! and I replied, Yeah, to drive! but like the 28 YR old, has no interest in doing so, even though most boys that age do, but it must be an autistic thing.

I don't hate life per se, I just hate MY life.