Karma.

You know the universal law of karma; whatever you do eventually comes back to you, be it good or bad. Well, my hubby has this mean habit of every time he goes out for a walk he'll purposely pet other dogs along the way because he knows it hurts Buddy's feelings "cheating" on him because he can always pick up the scent on him when he gets back and whenever he gets back he always "inspects" him sniffing him and if he knows he's been unfaithful he'll sulk and be sad, but yesterday karma paid him a visit and he finally got  "payback" and what he deserved and Buddy got his vendetta: one of the dogs peed  on his leg! Ha, ha!  It serves him right! He came right home and changed out of his pants before Buddy could even sniff him( because then he'd probably pee on him too over the other dog's pee; you know, as a sign of dominance) and I just laughed my ass off but knowing him he still probably hasn't learned his lesson and will still do it again because he's a "shit-disturber" like that. I'm not and I won't do it; even when I get tempted (because a dog is so cute)I won't because I know how hurt Buddy would feel and I'm loyal to him.

They also said our car should be able to finally be repaired since the accident and be ready in about 2 weeks but I'll believe it when I actually see it, and I heard grief takes about 5 years to process and "heal" and for me that would be about right as it's been 5 years since I "lost" the 19 YR old; she was 14 when she had her eating disorder, self-harm, being suicidal, etc. and cut me out of her life and morphed into this totally different person and pushed me away even though before we used to be very close and to me it almost felt like a death, losing someone I had once been very close to who now wants nothing to do with me and it's only been lately that it doesn't hurt so much and the loss isn't so "raw" anymore and doesn't intrude upon my daily thoughts anymore like it used to, and it's crazy too how people are so paranoid thinking that China has police stations set up in this country; why would a foreign country set up police stations in another country? When you really think about it you realize how absurd  and ridiculous it really sounds.Under what authority exactly would they even have,anyway?

I also laughed yesterday watching the provincial premier on the news complaining about weed, saying. how...they're always smoking their pot, their doobies, whatever the hell, sorry, heck, they call it, everywhere...and my mother sees the diabetic nurse today as well( the nurse isn't diabetic; my mother sees her for her diabetes) and it sucks too how she can lay around in bed all day, have people serve her and do things for her, be clumsy and drop and spill things and knock things over, etc, forget things, etc. and everyone always excuses her she's "just old" but when I do the exact same things I'm just stupid, lazy, a pothead, etc. even though I have medical issues too, incl. white matter decline(I had even before the weed) and a breathing problem among other things but no one cares and for some reason I'm NOT allowed to and when I do it's my own fault, for not eating right, not exercising, not taking care of myself, etc.nevermind age, genetics, etc.She always gets a "free pass" but I always get blamed.

 I can't figure out either why my friend P( from grade 6) can't keep a man and why they always end up cheating on her, esp. since to a man she's the "perfect" woman: she's pretty, sexy, has big boobs( implants) has always been popular, outgoing, friendly, makes friends everywhere she goes, I bet she's wild in bed, and she even likes drinking and sports( watching hockey and baseball) any guy's dream and yet they still always end up cheating on her, so the rest of us don't stand a chance. I guess guys are just pigs?I still remember my best friend N( grade 6) too how she always came over to my house but never invited me over to hers and it bothered me and my mother said there must be a reason so one day I asked her and she said her father was an alcoholic (so she was embarrassed to have friends over) and I said, Oh, that's all! So was mine and that's why they broke up!"(that, plus he cheated on her)  and she was so relieved. I thought it was me; that she was ashamed to bring me over to her family.Eventually losing her friendship was also one my biggest regrets in life too even though I tried several times to reconcile.It was my first real heartbreak.

If you don't care about my God I don't care about your pronouns.