Lush.

Yesterday I did my Lenten charitable donation( God loves the charitable) to the food bank as so many people are struggling and I also got these bath-bombs from Lush I just ordered online as the closest store is an hour away and my hubby doesn't  go there that often plus he doesn't know which ones to get. They should arrive next week and I'm so excited! They're not cheap and it's my luxury so I ration them to just once a week. Lush is a South Korean(like my BFF!) company so I wonder if they know that in English "Lush" actually means "alcoholic" or "wino?" HA! I never could understand it either how my hubby has never once called Buddy by his actual name ,either, and just only ever refers to him as Dog. I've asked him but he never says, and lately Buddy can hardly walk much anymore he's so old and I have to pretty much pick him up and carry him around everywhere now although I still do have him walk a bit as he still does need some exercise.I am just so blessed to walk thru life together with him.

I also heard a couple of medical cases where women had diverticulitis like I do and went to the ER thinking it was just another flare-up but after a CT scan( like I'm getting in June) it turned out to actually be ovarian cancer, and my mother saw her diabetic nurse yesterday who increased her insulin injection dose and just got back from a month in Africa and said she saw lots of animals so I bet hippos,too, and my friend P( from grade 6) is on the same Caribbean cruise my mother and I took the 25 and 23 YR on years ago when they were younger,too, to Barbados, Grenada, Trinidad& Tobago,etc.

My hubby also fell asleep in his recliner chair this morning, typical old man, just like my dedushka used to do and he denies it and makes excuses even though he does turn 60 this year and sneers that I am just "ranting on" but the truth hurts and at least I admit I'm old and he's older than me but I guess it hurts that fragile male ego thing(pfffftt!)and me personally I don't mind getting older it's just the side-effects that bother me.

I also heard this song the lyrics go....everyone is gay... and I replied, I'm not! I happen to like me a nice hunk of man-meat! and I wonder as well if Christianity is really even a "valid" religion since Jesus lived His entire life as a Jew and died as a Jew and it was just His followers who created the new religion( Christianity) after His death, so is it really a Jesus religion afterall then when He was actually Jewish? Now they also accuse Chinese people in the gov't here of being spies for China as well causing persecution, attacks, death threats, forcing them to resign, etc. It's crazy and paranoid and nothing more than anti-Asian racism and hate and no different than what Hitler did to blame, dehumanize,and turn society against the Jews.. The whole world has just gone insane!

Oh, it hurts to live today Oh and she says "Don't you wish you were dead like me?"-Theory Of A Deadman