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I was going thru my fave. photos yesterday to do a montage or slideshow on my new Google Home device  clock radio thingy and I did ones of Buddy, sunflowers and other pretty flowers that uplift my soul and bring me joy, palm trees and the beach, Bob Marley,and hippos. These are my all-time fave. photos of Buddy I posted here. Of course I have hundreds of them but these are the best ones. He also likes to always eat crap off the carpet and floor all the time too and reminds me of that machine that goes along the road sweeping and sucking up dirt, dust, cigarette butts, leaves,etc. off the side of the curb. I was also surprised to see in the photos how much he's aged over the past 9 years as well, but haven't we all?

Yesterday was also a nice balmy 15 C and we were outside but today is supposed to be cloudy and windy so even with a nice temp it still feels cold and even something like 6 C with sun feels warmer than a 15 C day without sun and that's cloudy and windy. Later in the week it's even going up to 24 C and 25 C(I'll have to get the A/C put in my bedroom window!) and I re-located my hanging ferns back outside on the porch now too for more sun but it's still not warm enough yet to put the little palm tree back outside yet as it's still cool at night.

I had also saved the bath water with my bath-bomb in it for the next day(to just add hot water) so I could enjoy it for 2 days but some asshole had let all the water out and the Super Mario movie my hubby and the guys saw is now rated the #1 movie and when I told my mother this she scoffed, That's not saying much for movies, is it? and made me laugh and you learn something every day: I found out that spaghetti is actually plural; for more than one, and that the singular, just one, is actually spaghetto.

I was also shocked and horrified to hear that the Dalai Lama ( of all people!!) was caught asking a kid to suck on his tongue( ewww!) and he would be the last person( a peaceful Buddhist monk!) I'd ever expect to be a sick pedophile (I admired him and even follow him on Twitter!) and honestly though, what the f*ck is going on though? Why is everyone a pervert? It's seriously no joke that the world really and truly is run by a cabal of satanic pedophiles! It may sound crazy but it also happens to be true.Yesterday I also had pinching and tight squeezing in my chest and mid back like I did during our fire from the smoke inhalation  but decided against going to the ER since Monday is their busiest day, likely due to it statistically being the most likely day for heart-attacks so I guess I'm just a goner.

I was disappointed and sad when the 28 YR old and his ex-GF broke up as I was hoping they would marry and she'd be my daughter-in-law and it already felt like she was a part of the family and it was the same thing too when the 23 YR old and her ex-BF broke up,too; his family loved her like a part of theirs when they broke up they were sad and his little sister even cried, which is why now I don't get too close or too "invested" in any of the kids' BF's or GF's anymore as it's just too sad when they end up leaving, so unless they actually end up getting married and I know it's an actual long-term commitment and going to last(at least for awhile,anyway) and has some sense of permanance BF's and GF's come and go and I don't get too attached.

Yesterday my hubby also barely made it to the laundry mat in time to dry our clothes as well as he was late working and they (stupidly!) close at 6 pm  and he said basically work comes first when his family and our needs should come first and he can always get someone else to cover for him for an hour so he can get our clothes dry; no one else can dry our laundry and we do need dry clothes( last time; we get the new dryer delivered tomorrow!) and he sneered he could "drop me off to do it" but I'm NOT hanging around the laundry mat with all the "sketchy" people that hang out there! No way!! I'm scared I would get beat up! I did my part washing the clothes but he has to haul them there to dry them.

This is the one I love most in life; the last one I think about when I go to sleep at night and the first one I think about when I wake up in the morning,and the one whose happiness and well-being I put above my own.First thing in the morning when I get up I even put him out to go to the bathroom before I even eat my breakfast. The one I would easily give up my life to protect and to save, the one that always puts a smile on my face and makes me laugh.The one that gives my life purpose and meaning. Every time I look at him I think to myself, How did I ever get so lucky?  and I thank God for the best gift He ever gave me.

It’s constant shame comparing yourself to others and coming up short.-Kittie Rayborn