Yet another shitty day. My mother barked at me, Gimme milk! and I said, Gimme? I won't if you ask like that! and then she goes, Then don't bother! but all I wanted was for her to say please and be nice. Is that really so much to ask? I'm really overwhelmed and stressed and struggling here so she can at least not be so rude to me. She also kept barfing at least 7 times, big ones,too, that were dark brown like shit, and it got all in her hair, on her face, and all on the bed I had to keep cleaning up( and I put my back out the bending over) and do extra laundry and now I smell like puke and the PSW came who called for an ambulance (and these paramedics were nice)and so now she's back at the hospital again. A social worker also came today, and I've never trusted them and have always been wary as I know social workers are the ones that steal kids from their families. He also said that OT will be starting next week. Of course when all this was going on my hubby was out somehwere and I'm always here alone to have to handle everything myself and it's just too much and when the social worker came I was trying to nap and my hubby came in and woke me up as he didn't know the answers to his questions. I can never get a break! It's just more than I can take.
The 28 YR old also went to Ribfest and spent 80$! 80$ just for street food out of some guy's truck when you can eat at a nice restaurant for the same price and Swiss Chalet has a chicken and rib special for only 20$ and my hubby was mocking me as well I don't understand high tech, implying I'm stupid so I said to him, I speak 4 languages. How many do YOU speak? ( one) and he goes, Java,(and a bunch of other computer languages I forgot. Ha,ha, very funny. I hope tomorrow will be better but I seriously doubt it.
Thou art that.-Hindu saying
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