Les Fleurs.

I took photos of my flowers, some of my faves: roses, iris, and peonies(I also love lilacs, sunflowers, and gladioli) and yesterday my hubby, the 16 YR old,and I visited my mother again and this time she was mad;she was mad physio made her sit up in a chair for 3 hours or so when she wanted to go back to bed and nap and they wouldn't let her saying it "wasn't time" and she felt helpless(and couldn't just go back by herself and needs help) and said I don't like  not having control! which I wholeheartedly believe since she's always been such a control freak and she was also mad they once again cleaned up and took her left-over food away and wouldn't let her keep it and save it and hoard it( she wanted it for her "Midnight snack") and said when she's hungry during the night and wants a snack they won't give her anything to eat(only at certain meal times) and she's hungry and they're "starving her" so she said she'll just "have to hide it under the blankets"(as if they won't notice) and the nurses disconnected her call button again because she kept annoying them. I bet they must be glad I'm there over dinner time too to cut her meat and seep her tea bag and put the pepper on her food, etc. so she's not bothering them. At least the good of it is she must be getting better since she's back to her usual demanding, controlling, miserable, complaining self!  I told her she's a pain in the ass and to stop bothering the nurses and now she's become that annoying patient that she used to always complain about.She also said she has a diaper rash that hurts so much she cries from the pain and I told her it's "motivation" then to get up out of bed and go to the toilet.

Yesterday the air quality was also so bad with the wildfire smoke all outdoor activities were cancelled and the schools made kids stay indoors for recess and today it's still there but not as bad and Home Care called me yesterday as well asking about my mother's background and said they're making her a file for home care once she's discharged from the hospital and comes back home, and one of my cousins in Europe and his GF are in Greece now for vacation and for him it's much closer than it was for me; only a 4 HR or so flight as compared to the 12 HRS for me, since he already lives in Europe, and my hubby and 2 of his brothers also plan on going to NYC for 5 days in July and my friend V( from grade 6) is now in Arizona as well visiting her family. There was also this radio ad saying How do you make your Dad more super? and I said Exchange him? and I ordered a chicken pesto sub from Subway as well and they gave me some shitty rabbit-food veggie crap with cheese, onions, spinach, lettuce,and cucumbers instead; no chicken and no pesto! I'm not eating that shit so I just gave it to the 28 YR old instead who took it to work for his lunch today and Subway sucks  and I'll never order from them again! So half-assed! They can kiss my hemmoroid! No offence, but I also don't "get" Pride  month,either; why sticking your dick in another dude's ass merits an entire month of  recognition,and if it's just because they're a "persecuted" group then how come Jews, Palestinians, Indigenous,Uyghurs, Roma,etc. don't have their own special months of recognition then,too?

Don’t let anyone steal the pieces of you that you love most.-Priti