Just For Now.

Yesterday I visited my mother and the LTC home finally got to putting up some of our family photos(seen here) and my mother asked how old I was and said she thought I was 53(I actually turn 57 in 2 months) and I told her and said a good way to  always remember is to just subtract 26 from her age since she had me when she was 26. She also informed me that when I die I can't be cremated with my jewellery and it has to be taken off first which kind of took me for surprise and I didn't think that I could (and it would be a waste anyway, burning jewellery) and I planned on dividing it up among the girls, and just thought it was sort of a weird strange random thing to just bring up, and I showed her the new Beatles song I brought on my iPod  so she could listen to and she liked it and she had me put some clothes away in her dresser and closet for her as well and when I opened a drawer  I saw some Satan's Day (Halloween) decorations she had saved,too, so I just threw them out, not wanting her to have any bad juju as there's no sense in inviting demons in. She also said a resident there has never been on an airplane! Can you believe it?I also saw a woman driving alone in her car wearing a mask;a "mask-hole"; they walk among us, and my hemmoroid feels better now and must have shrunk with the cream I put on and maybe, just maybe, my new pills are starting to work,too, as I haven't had stomach pain(abdomenal; pain still,yes, but not stomach pain) for a few days but I don't want to get too optimistic though and jinx it.

Buddy is also the light in my darkness, and yesterday I asked my hubby to pick up donuts on the way back from pickleball and he said he would and I was looking forward to it and of course he didn't and when he came back and I asked where the donuts were he goes, Oh, that's that I forgot! and I honestly can't say that I was surprised and he's just one big disappointment so then later he got these dinky little eclairs not even the size of your finger and groused that I "should be grateful for THAT" when it wasn't what I'd wanted(I had a craving for donuts, NOT eclairs!) or asked for so on the way to visit my mother I insisted we stop off and finally get the donuts, and I also had to ask him something 3 times and he still never replied, so I said Are you deaf or just ignoring me? and still no answer so I finally said, Hey, Butt-Head! and he answerd, That's NOT my name! but at least I finally got him to answer.

I also put this photo up because it didn't turn out too badly and usually photos of me are ugly but this one turned out not too bad with the sun going down in the background behind the stained glass door, and the 16 YR old is finally agreeing to a haircut(I've been saying for weeks!) as it's so long now the bangs are in his eyes and interferring with him playing badmintion(he can't see!HA!); he looks like a sheepdog so he's going to the salon today, and the 29 YR old spends more $$$ on his face, skin,and hair products than I do on mine and his come from Paris and mine come from Wal-Mart and I swear I've never seen such a vain man in my life(not even my friend G who permed his hair) and he says if you have an expensive car like a Ferrari you only use the finest products to maintain it and it's the same with his "perfect body"(eye roll) and when he asked me what I thought the "perfect date" was and I said the beach, a picnic in the park, or horseback riding in the woods he was surprised and said women nowdays all want only the most expensive dates and I think that's just greedy and sad. My friend P( from grade 6) and her daughter are also spending 5 weeks in Europe(lucky!!), starting in Portugal, and I couldn't find my garden gnomes by the diving board in the backyard either and I thought someone snuck in the yard and stole them but then once the leaves all fell off the trees I could see them; they were just hidden before.

The other night I also woke up at 1:57 am and so I decided to stay awake for a few minutes just to watch the Google  clock switch over just to see what would happen at 2 am; if it would go to 2 am and then automatically switch to 1 am or just go to 1 am with the time change...so I eagerly waited.....and it got to 1:59 am.....and then it happened.....and it went from 1:59 am.....to 1 am! HA! It was so funny, but there's always this one clock in my roon that I can never figure out how to switch( that doesn't switch automatically) so it's only right for half the year and for the other half I just have to always remember it's an hour earlier than what it says, and Israel continues to bomb refugee camps, schools, and hospitals in Gaza, too, claiming "self-defence".....yeah....right.... my ass....and one gov't official even suggested dropping a nuclear bomb on Gaza, too! What the actual f*ck? 

God help us!

Humanity is doomed.

Fly away, fly away To your new home Across the seas.-Quiet Riot