Tiny Bits Of Today.

Not too much going on lately. This is a small glimpse of our outdoor Christmas decoations and lights and on Sunday we officially turn the lights on, when we have the local Santa Claus Parade. Some people already have theirs turned on. They said we might get a good dumping of Lake Effect snow(that's the really heavy stuff) on Sunday as well which will be nice for the parade and give it a nice festive Christmas-y feel but not so good driving up to visit my mother though. The 29 YR old also keeps plucking the leaves off my Pointsettia plant (just like he did to my other plant I named Robert Plant I used to have on the coffee table) and now it has these bare bald patches on it, the poor thing,so I relocated it and maybe I should shave the hair off his fur coat as "revenge" and last night I found this big yucky grizzly cartilage in my chicken strip as well which was really nasty and gross and how come I always get disgusting stuff like that in my chicken all the time,anyway? Today I'm also going to watch the new Napoleon movie even though I already know how it ends( ha,ha) and it's funny too how they're supposed to be French but all the actors have British accents and not French ones! Something sad I realized as well: the home pregnancy test commercials on TV used to show people elated over positive results showing they're prego but now it's the opposite, showing relief at a negative result that they're NOT; society has become so anti-family now and it's just sad.

I also found these nice funky chunky Hippie BoHo bracelets I like (I have a similar one I got years ago) and seeing so much( and increasing!) racist and anti-immigration , anti-semitism, Islamophobia and hate online and in the world just makes my heart hurt as well, and I hope my mother doesn't ever plan on coming back  home,either, even if she does end up getting back to walking again but stays  at the LTC home because life is so  much better and less stressful and less tension without her here and I can never go back to the way it was before when she lived here, and next week I see the gastro doctor and find out if I have cancer or not, and my hubby used the Mr.Clean Magic Eraser to clean my tattoo(which was a bunch of dried, hard, congealed black blood) as I can't reach my back(and then put an antibiotic cream on) and it really does clean anything, and as I was telling him how I collapsed the other night as I got up to the top of the stairs he put me on hold  and cut me off and stopped me mid-sentence because work called! Can you believe it? It's kind of important and he paused me to take a call from work and then said it wasn't THAT important or I would have told him earlier, like first thing in the morning but I actually just forgot, plus I figured he wouldn't really care,anyway. There was also a car explosion at the Rainbow Bridge Canada-USA border at Niagara Falls too and it makes me think of the Rainbow Bridge where pets go when they die, and it also feels lately like the Other Side is getting closer and closer as well.

I learned life is to be endured, not enjoyed.