Stasia.

After my app't the other day we also stopped off to visit my mother and went to the mall (I got so tired out and could hardly walk much or breathe)and I looked for a hippo Squishmallow and I saw this and at first I really thought it was a hippo (doesn't it look like a hippo to you?)as it's purple and has the snout and the tiny little hippo ears....but then I noticed it also has horns and hippos don't have horns so I checked on the label to see if it said and it just had a name: Stasia (which is short for Anastasia, which is one of the kids' middle names, actually!) but didn't say what kind of animal it's supposed to be and honestly with the Squishmallows you can't always tell so my hubby Googled the name on his phone and it said it was actually a sea cow much to my surprise and I never even knew that such an animal even existed so I was like What the f*ck is a sea cow? It's too bad though esp. since it was reduced to 12$ from 30$,too! and so alas, I just have tio keep looking. They sold them in a few stores, but no hippos. We also ate in the mall and I went to Taco Bell where I haven't been to in ages and I got a chalupa and it was chicken & bacon but I figured it was just a couple of bacon strips I could just take off and save and bring home to Buddy( as my colon doesn't like pork)....but oh, no.....it was crushed up bits of bacon that was really hard to pick out all the tiny pieces and there was lots of it so I hardly ended up with much to eat and got ripped-off(esp. for 12$!) and was still hungry( so I also got a mango Bubble tea to fill myself up a bit more) and pissed-off.....and my hubby said it was likely just fake bacon bits ( fake bacon; fakon).....only it wasn't, and some of it must have still gone thru and the next day I had horrible cramps and diarrhrea( that's how I knew!) and all that and I didn't even enjoy it!

I also got my 2 new meds: Sucralfate and Ranitidine, which cost close to 100$ but luckily my hubby's work insurance covers 80$ so we only had to pay 20$ or so and the Sucralfate is a liquid (and I have to take it 4 times a day!) and it tastes so awful,too, just like the Kaopectate I used to take as a kid for diarrhrea, and a side-effect is constipation( NOT good for my hemmoroid) and headaches(which I also don't "need!"), making me wonder if it has the same ingredient as Kaopectate, and  yesterday the 29 YR old also got his hair cut and said there was a dead mouse in the garbage can in the 3rd floor bathroom and he left it in a bag rotting just outside my bedroom door as an "incentive" for me to throw it out( why he didn't just throw it outside when he noticed it instead of "saving" it for me to throw out I don't know) which I thought was a mean thing to do and I wondered why I kept smelling something decomposing from my room, and when Buddy's water dish is empty he bangs it around to let me know to re-fill it( he's really smart!!) and I heard a Dachshund lived to be 20 as well and another one is still alive at 22, and there was a kangaroo loose in Oshawa which must have come from a zoo because they're not native around here but that's NOT something that you see every day, and when I woke up yesterday morning I thought it was Saturday and then either Sunday or Monday and then I finally got it right: Friday, and I also cut my dryer freshener sheets in half as well to make them go further and save $$$$.

You were too fast to live and too young to die.-The Eagles.