Twins.

Hey, check this out! This is my equestrian friend in the Netherlands(in the photo here) such a pretty girl.....and doesn't she look soooo  much like the 20 year old?( pictured below) and when I put her photo up on my Facebook everyone said how "gorgeous" and "beautiful" she is .They could be twins! It's remarkable! HA! It's uncanny!  In fact, when I first saw this photo of her I actually thought it was the 20 YR old! Yesterday and today I also feel chilled, have a headache, and feel dizzy and "floaty" as well so it's either my new meds I'm reacting to or else I have some sort of virus. I also feel sweaty at times too and nauseated. Overall, just ugh.

Other than that, not too much going on here, other than the guys had Dungeons & Dragons with their group again yesterday ( that's 4 weekends in a row, and usually it's only once or maybe twice a month or so) and I'm waiting for a couple of books that were ordered as well, one from Anne Lamott (I've always liked her, ever since the late 80's) and one by Dee Snider (from Twisted Sister). I also wanted to get Geddy Lee's ( from Rush) new book too only it cost 50$ which is too much so I'll just have to wait until it comes out in paperback later and costs less or goes on sale. Below is also one of our cousins in Europe's house, all decorated for Christmas and they give us a "run" for our money with their outdoor lights, and also like us they don't have any snow,either.

I'm never going to know who I was meant to be, I am damaged goods. I trust nobody. My life has been one long ugly nightmare. I have no fight left in me. I'm tired.-Susan Walsh