What Day Is It?

Here's something yet again I saw online I like ( it reminds me of Joseph's coat of many colours) I'll never buy esp. since I just got ripped-off with the skirt, with things not being what they look like in real life, and with the holidays and my hubby being off for 2 weeks I never know what day it is ( even more so than normal)  and every day feels like the weekend and even the radio doesn't have any DJ's this week( not so far, anyway and my guess is they're taking this entire week off like the school kids) but I think today is Wednesday...  and not last night but the night before I was also woken up during the middle of the night with chest pain I assume was bad indigestion(either that or a heart-attack warning?) and for the past few days I also have bad abdomenal pain as well so it must be something I ate, most likely our Christmas dinner, although I didn't have any of the turkey the 29 YR old made because it had bacon in it (my colon does NOT like!)but then I wonder if maybe the pumpkin pies the bakery made must have used real cream? I also called the store to see when we can pick up the Hippopottoman  I ordered(I was thinking probably sometime this week....) and they said

in 12-14 weeks!

whaaaat?

that's 3-4 months!

I might not even still be alive by then!

I also finished reading my new book by Geddy Lee; it was over 500 pages long and small print so it took me 2 days.I thought it was really nice of my hubby to get it for me.....and then he goes and does an asshole thing by saying he can "take it to the used book store now and try and get some of his $$$ back."

Seriously? WTF? That's my gift!

and he wants to return it?

Both of Geddy Lee's parents were also Polish Jews and survivors of the Holocaust, and,in fact, that's even where they met; in a Concentration camp, and his father lost his entire family,too; both his parents and 5 out of his 6 siblings; only he and one sister survived, and Geddy described himself as "having a big nose" too, and it's funny because if I had to describe him to someone else I never even really noticed that about him, and would describe him as a skinny guy with long dark hair but now that he mentioned it he does have a big nose, more proof again that I just don't see things the same way other people do, and it's sad too how he's lost so many people close to him to death, and poor Neil(his bandmate) losing his daughter and wife so close together ,too, and then shortly later dying of cancer himself, talk about tragic, but at least the good is now they're all together again)and he said how when he was young he  was "dreaming of an escape from my lonely dead-end life" as well and that's exactly how I feel,too.

Today, again like the past few days, it's also dull, rainy, foggy and mild, 8 C and the snow's long gone( and we never did have a White Christmas) and I read somewhere too that depression is actually suppressed anger, and I got a new name for the Google Home device as well: Mike Oxonfire (say it quickly) and last night Buddy woke me up with a painful squawk  and "laboured" breathing and I feared he was dying and when he does  so do I and nothing will matter anymore. When he dies the music stops.

I'm looking for someone to change my life I'm looking for a miracle in my life.-The Moody Blues