Ava.

I updated my Facebook avatar (now I finally figured out how to change it) to match my new dreads and here it is! I named it Ava, as in Ava Tar, get it? My original one is below at the bottom, with the short grey Pixie cut. Still the same chunky fat body but different hair and a new outfit to go with it. I wish they'd had a tie-dye shirt to choose from; I would have chosen that, but oh, well. This is still pretty good. It also reminds me of my real life, where I've had to start over so many times now it's hard to even remember which one my original life even was and who I really am anymore.I'm also pretty sure that I've had lots of past lives too due to the places, things, and people I can remember and recognize but don't have any logical way of knowing and remembering otherwise.Last night I also ate spicy chili but in hindsight it probably wasn't such a good idea given my stomach and colon issues, and I also had a nightmare there was some natural disaster( I think it might have been an earthquake but I'm not sure) and Buddy and I got separated and I couldn't find  him and I looked all over for him and people kept telling me to give up, that it was a lost cause and he was likely dead and buried under debris, etc. but I wouldn't give up or stop looking because he is my everything and my entire life.

Yesterday the 29 YR old also got off work early( he's not normally back until 8 pm or so) so he had time to go and apply for a new health card and driver's permit since he lost his wallet (and I really liked  that wallet,too; it had BAD MOTHERF*CKER embroidered on it)and luckily I  still had his passport and Social Insurance card safe up in my safe with the other documents so he still had some  ID to be able to re-new the others and he got a new bank card as well and cancelled his credit card and sent for a replacement. I told him from now on maybe it would be a good idea that I keep all of his documents up in the safe in case something like this happens again which is exactly why I keep everything there so it's safe and I know exactly where everything is, plus, like before when we had the fire I just grab the safe and run and all the documents are safe. He doesn't know where his birth certificate is though; he thinks he put it in one of his fave.antique  books but he's not sure which one so I told him to find it and give it to me to put in the safe because the oldest is trying to get a new one and is having alot of hassle. Starting tomorrow he also has the rest of this week and all next week off work too because his boss is on vacation in Mexico.

They go right, we go left.-Wiz Khalifa.