Uh, Oh!

I really, really, really love  this Bob Marley shirt, so much so I even took a chance and  tried to order it online yesterday as it's just the perfect colour and style for me and not too expensive....but of course being me something just had to go wrong.

and it did.

The security on my computer made this loud alarm sound and an alert showed up on my screen saying it was a 'suspicious" site even though it looked ok and I went thru the process ok and even got all the way to check out with my address and credit card info......but then right at the very end it said the credit card info wouldn't process so in the end I couldn't complete my order and boy, was I ever pissed-off mad but my hubby said I was probably most likely hacked and they got my credit card info(even though I did also run a virus scan right after, just in case.)...and I still never got to order the shirt.

F*ck.

I hate it that nothing ever goes right or works out for me and that I'm also stupid and it's so easy for me to get viruses and such because I can never tell the difference between what's real and what's not. I get all kinds of things popping up on my computer; how can I tell which ones are for real or not?

I also saw the word "escort" and at first I thought it said "escargot" and that's the problem with knowing more than one language; you sometimes mix them up and use the wrong word, or even sometimes mix them up and speak a combination of more than one language at once. I remember one time too in grade 12 doing a German test they asked for the word "brown" and I accidently wrote down "brun" (which is "brown" in French) instead of braun but the teacher taught both French and German so it looked right to him,too, and he marked it correct! HA! 😂Yesterday the Google Home device must have been "possessed" too because every 5 minutes or so the timer kept going off and no one set it. It was really annoying and went on all day.

Yesterday when my hubby was out doing errands I also had him pick me up some more leave-in hair conditioner(shown here) as mine almost ran out and he brought it back and said to me, shocked, Did you know that it cost 30$?  and I said to him, I thought it was 25$?  and he said, Plus tax but I don't believe in paying tax, and the other day he also said that he would have thought that I was a "Flat Earther" and I have no idea what that actually means but I got from the tone that it was meant to be an insult of some sort, and coming from him it probably was,and I keep having this recurring dream as well my lawyer keeps trying to give me this secret letter folded up in a piece of paper passed on by various people but in real actual life I haven't been to a lawyer in 20 years so I have no idea what it could mean, and once again my hubby did a big shit in the bathroom just before he knew I was going to have my bath( even though there's 2 other bathrooms he could have used instead) and he complains the other bathrooms are "filthy" yet it doesn't bother him enough to actually go clean them himself, just enough to complain about it.

I also saw these 2 60's-style shirts I like that remind me of what Marcia and Jan on The Brady Bunch would have worn but I'm hesitant to order them, esp. after the inicident with the Bob Marley shirt, and decided it's probably "safer" to just go to a store and buy it in person so you know what you're getting and won't get ripped-off, and I checked out the suicide clinic in Zurich as well but it costs between 11-15 K(I don't even have half that amount!), so once again

I can't afford it.

  out of my reach.

Just like everything else in life.

being poor really sucks.

I can't even afford to kill myself.

My beloved is also unlike others; he has a really long nose, he is quite hairy, he snores like a pig, has short, stubby legs, big ears, lethal farts,and slobbers all over, but I love him with all my heart and more than anyone.

Love is love.

Go visit those countries that really connect to your soul. You will certainly be happier if you go to places that resonate to your being.-Jerome Espinosa Baladad