Behold!

Behold!

It's baaack!!

Despite my colon issues and it not being able to tolerate pork I still went for it anyway and last night I had the glorious McRib anyway! It's here so rarely( the last time I even had one I can remember was over 10 years ago at the Frankfurt airport in the middle of the night! I had just landed after a long-haul overnight flight and I was starving!!) and I love it so I just took the chance.

Live in the moment.

F*ck it.

Of course this morning now I have cramps and gas, and I'm sure later on in the day it will be much worse but it was worth it. We all have to pay for the important things in life.This  morning I also soaked in a nice bath with rose petals floating all around. Everyone needs a little bit of luxury every now and then, don't ya think?

Yesterday during my afternoon nap Buddy also suddenly woke me up barking and I was transported from being at a fancy dinner party ...and then BAM!- startled awake, disoriented and not even knowing where I was. It also made me wonder if I was going too "far" "in", as before he's been known to do that; when I get too deep into a sleep, to the point of no return he'll bark to bring me "back", to a more conscious state. I also heard somewhere that sunsets on Mars are blue  and assuming that's true that's a pretty awesome thing.I'd really love to see that! My bruise on my stomach is finally gone now,too but it took 2 weeks!It's also grey, gloomy, rainy, melty, dripping,and slushy out now, and it looks like the end of March and most of the snow's gone and it's just so miserable and yuck!

The oldest said he should also finally be getting his new birth certificate in 3-5 days ( or so says the gov't,anyway) and it's been 3 months he's been trying and he groused to me in an e-mail, "I hate this f*cking country!"

That's my boy!!

Yesterday I was sooooo tired as well my eyes were stinging and itchy all day and I could hardly keep my eyes open and just wanted to sleep all day and every decade or so I have this almost "itch" where I want to move somewhere else, I get restless and bored; I guess it's my wandering Gyspy soul, and now over 26 000 Palestinians have been killed in Gaza by Israel too....and just for perspective that's the entire population of this entire town! At least the good of it is that finally the rest of the world is seeing the plight of the Palestinian's oppression, something I saw for myself with my very own eyes when I went there years ago.

We are never enough and so we work harder and harder hoping that we will be loved.-Dorothy Sciortino