Yesterday and the day before were glorious and amazing 11 C ( in February!!) so Buddy and I got to sit outside and enjoy the fresh air and feel the sun on our faces, something we haven't had for a few months and something we probably won't be able to enjoy again for a few more months and today it's 1 C and this week dropping back down to more seasonal cold temps and winter returns. It was just sooooo nice though, a little taste of spring and we even got 2 hours in the morning sitting out on the back porch where the sun was and then 2 more hours in the afternoon on the front veranda when the sun moved there! I don't know who enjoyed it more, me or him! The 29 YR old also went for a walk it was so nice and the 16 YR old walked to his friend's house as well, yes, the ones that have Covid, so he'll most likely bring it back here too, to infect the rest of us, and him and my hubby also go to BC in just 2 more days,too, so hopefully they won't be sick over their trip! Our maple tree is confused,too, with the warm weather and is dripping sap already, thinking it's spring!
I was also woken up from 2 am with really baaaad abdomenal pain I still have and it's so bad I feel like I'm close to passing out and I wonder if it maybe could even possibly be a UTI from my bath-bombs or my vibrator(or perhaps a kidney infection or pelvic inflammatory disease?), and yesterday I also was really dizzy, nauseated, sweaty and had chills as well and lately every time after I eat my stomach also feels nauseated or hurts.It gives me a bit of temporary relief when I bear down and strain(like when I have to shit)... or maybe I do have stomach cancer, or something,afterall? With my long ugly pale old face and big pointy ears that stick out and crooked teeth I also look like Nosferatu, and my hubby was supposed to either pick me up plain bagels or with poppy seeds and he brings back ones with sesame seeds (which I hate!) and it's covered in them,too, hundreds of them and coated in some kind of glaze so it's welded on and I can't even take them off and he goes, Seeds are seeds. Well, no, they aren't, and what 60 year old man can't tell the difference between poppy seeds( which are black dots) and sesame seeds?
Duh!!
The 29 YR old offered to sell me his( not trade, but sell!) except his were with everything, incl. sesame seeds, so forget it!)
I've also been looking around for new earrings lately as I only have 2 matching pair( the others somehow lost one so all mis-matched) but they're all so expensive now, more than I ever remember them being, so I keep looking, but I finally found one I really love( shown here) a hoop with various gems on it, but it cost 320$,yet comparable to others, that's the only thing,but it's just soooo perfect, and exactly what I was looking for, and now Israel says they're going to further their war offensive into Rafah, near the Egyptian border, the same place Palestinians fled for refuge, and even USA finally warned them against it, and saying there will be "repercussions" but they don't care; blind in their missions to wipe out Palestine, but it's never a good idea to alienate your closest ally, and now they're doing the same thing (genocide) to the Palestinians that the Nazis attempted to do to them!
How crazy is this? This dinky little house in Toronto for a million $$$$!! For a teeny-tiny one bedroom? The stupid thing is too that someone will even actually pay it and think it's a "bargain". That's how expensive and f*cked-up the realestate market is here in this shithole, and how unaffordable it is to live here, and they even said on the news some 20% of new immigrants that come here will leave within 5 years,too. I believe it, and they'd have been better off staying where they are. This place sucks! I remember my friend J whose family sponsored their grandmother to come over from Taiwan back in the 80's and she hated it so much she moved back shortly after, within a year. Today's also finally the stupid Superbowl and I'm soooo glad it'll finally all be over so I won't have to keep on hearing about it ( and Taylor Swift!) everywhere all the time, and I don't even know which teams are even playing, nor do I give a f*ck.
Enough already!!
There's no such thing as a human being having a spiritual experience because we are spiritual beings having a human experience.-RM
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