Invasion.

My hubby said that pickleball has become soooo popular now that everyone and his brother is into it and they're taking over all the courts, all the gyms, all the rec centres, etc. and booking up all the times that no one else has a chance to play whatever else they also want want to play such as tennis, etc. and they're mad and it feels like an invasion; invasion of the pickleballers, as if they've swooped in and taken over, almost like a swarm of locusts, ha, ha! He said one woman showed up for "Open gym"  the other day and those 'damn pickleballers" were there hogging up the gym again and "They're everywhere!" and she scowled and made a disgusted face. HA! It's like the pickleball plague! Tomorrow my hubby and the 16 YR old also leave for BC for over a week and I asked him to look for the limited edition Valentine's Day Squishmallow hippo and he said it won't fit in his teeny-tiny carry-on (basically a small purse) even though it is  a Squishmallow  and can be folded and squished up, and if not he can just mail it to me instead.

Today's also a day my hubby thinks that I long  forgot about but I still remember, and, in fact, I see, notice, know, and remember alot more than they give me credit for; I just don't say anything, which is probably to my advantage,and I've

 never been a part of this family or felt like I belong or like I'm included and at this point I'm not going to "force" it,either; let them have their little "clique", and yesterday my hubby said most people care alot more about men's hockey than they do about women's hockey and I told him that I don't care about either one, and the worst thing about being the only female in a house with 3 guys too is they're always leaving the toilet seat up!

When I was resting in the bath this morning I also noticed a strange pulsing in my belly, around the belly-button; it was beating like a heart beat, I could see and feel,so I wonder if maybe I have an abdomenal aortic aneurysm or something and I still have the really baaad abdomenal pain too and it hurts too every time I cough as well  and the pain also often "shoots" up to my chest like a zapping electric bolt as well and I also heard Quebec has banned cosmetic surgery procedures for pets now,too, and I never even knew animals HAD cosmetic surgery to begin with, and why; they're already cute to begin with, and that Starseeds ( like me!) usually aren't in organized religion( made by man for man) either(with all its rules, expectations, rituals,regulations, restrictions, conformity,etc.) but seek and worship God on their own terms, also like I do.

  I'm debating getting those earrings I love despite being so expensive,too, as I don't want to end up like my uncle; when he died in the 80's he left millions of $$$ behind( he owned a summer camp, an apple orchard, and a coin collection alone worth over a million$) that he never did get to enjoy, when he died it all went to the gov't,and my BFF too; she has lots of $$$ and owns a Korean restaurant but she works 6 days a week, 12 HR days and never has time to travel or to go anywhere or to do anything and to actually use and enjoy her $$$ so what's the point? Why even have $$ if you're not going to spend it?I don't want to end up leaving my $$$ to my ingrate kids; I should enjoy what I can while I'm still alive.

Oh, the wheel in the sky keeps on turnin' Ooh, I don't know where I'll be tomorrow Wheel in the sky keeps me yearnin' Ooh, I don't know, I don't know where.-Journey