Bueno.

Last night I finally got a quesadilla I was craving, at another place, not as good as the other place(that shut down....waaah), but acceptable. I also had extra cilantro like I always do but they sadly didn't have the yummy pineapple salsa like the other place but they put pineapple in it but it still wasn't the same. Yesterday my Angel Bird also came to the back door and peeked thru the glass window, almost as if he was calling on me, and and it hurts sooo bad in my lower left abdomen when I touched it white-hot pain seared all up my back and sternum (in my chest )too it was so bad I just gasped in pain and could hardly breathe and thought I was going to pass-out  so I wonder what it is? I also saw the new French PM on the news and he's just 34 and looks so young I thought  to myself he looked like a little kid, just a bit younger than my oldest child! I also heard an 11 and 13 YR old girl were charged with armed carjacking; holy shit they start so young now and each generation just seems to get worse and worse, I think due to parental neglect and lack of discipline.

This is also a photo I tried to take of a plane flying overhead but it's so far away it looks like a bird(it looked bigger in real life)  and I heard OJ Simpson died and we all know he literally got away with murder( 2 murders, in fact) but he can't fool God and get away from His judgement, and I bet when I die my family will probably just flush my ashes down the toilet or throw them in the garbage or something,too, even though I want them scattered along the beach in Jamaica,and for the longest time I also used to think that Bobcaygeon was some guy's name, you know, like Bob Cajun, and the head of the Bank Of Canada's name is Tiff,too, which made me laugh and why is it that so many of those rich guys have funny names like Biff, Bink, Buffy, etc. anyway? They sound like names you'd name your Poodle! HA! I'm glad the 29 YR old loves his job,too, and he's friends with his boss and thinks his clients are interesting, and it's sad to realize as well that if you're attractive everyone likes you and all opportunities open to you....but if you're ugly everyone hates you and all doors shut on you and that everything is based on just your appearance and NOT your character, and I also try to be funny,too, because sometimes laughing is the only way to keep from crying.

I can't give you what I don't have.