Yesterday I got a "consolation prize" for my disaster fiasco shitburger I had the day before: I ordered-in some jalapeno chedder bites and a Mediterranean Panzerotti(shown here) I just picked the gross olives out( because I hate olives and they're disgusting)and I even shared some with the 17 and 29 YR old ( because I'm generous like that. )The panzerotti was a bit burned at the bottom but still much better than the crap the day before. This was my "make-up" snack. The 29 YR old had also taken some of my 4 cheese Penne pasta salad I just bought and had in the fridge( and I knew he did because it wasn't even open yet and a bunch was gone and he and I are the only ones that eat it!) without even asking again and he even admitted it saying he tried not to but the temptation was too much and then tried to "justify" stealing my food saying, It's sharing....and you're a Communist.... and I told him It's called stealing and I'm tired of you always taking my stuff! and I also told him from now on then he also won't mind if I just help myself to his stuff too without asking, because, you know, it's sharing.
It works both ways.
Yesterday we also had alternating rain and snow like the day before as well ( yuck) and Buddy has finally fully recovered from his recent stroke(yay!) and Sunday it will be 2 weeks and now he no longer has the head tilted to one side and isn't crooked or wobbly walking,anymore. God restored him once again!
I should have named him Lazarus.
Yesterday I also enjoyed my fave. Mexican mango soda(and you can also see the souvenir doll I got in Grand Turk in the background) and my hubby got an indoor pickleball set to practice but it has to be upstairs in the hallway (and NOT in the kitchen, living or diningroom where anything can get knocked over, damaged,or broken!) and NOT when anyone's sleeping, and last night as I lay in bed for 2 hours trying to fall asleep I also thought I was having a heart attack as I had chest pains.....but I guess it was just indigestion from the jalapeno bites( ha,ha) and and I read the saddest thing in a blog yesterday,too: cattle on their property stomped on a rabbit nest and killed all the newborn baby rabbits except for one lone survivor( and its eyes are still closed) and it just made me so sad and it made me sad all day whenever I'd think about it, and the Tzatziki sauce I had with my souvlaki might have been rotten too as it tasted kind of sour, and the eclipse is soon and people are scared thinking it'll be some sort of disaster even though we've had eclipses before and I think it'll end up like Y2K where people get all hyped up and all for nothing and it comes and goes without incident.
The 29 YR old also taunts me he would have thought I was one of those 200 pound beer-drinking anti-vaxxer flat-Earthers that lays on the couch all day when in actual fact I don't even know my weight because our scale is broken, and I don't even drink beer( or any alcohol; just weed for me) and I know the Earth is round since I've seen the curvature of the Earth flying, sailing, and when I left my body; the only thing is I am anti-vax because the Covid vax caused so much damage; blood clots, heart-attacks, strokes, and now increased rates of cancer now I am wary of all vaccines. I also heard Rebel Wilson didn't lose her virginity until she was 35 so now I don't feel so bad not losing mine until I was almost 22, and what I used to think was boredom before was simply lack of stress and I didn't know at the time I was happy and making memories,either, not until I looked back later and realized that I was.
Hindsight is everything.
There was always something dark sneaky shit around the corner :) -Stefani Fleck


No comments:
Post a Comment