They're Here!!

My long blonde dreads came today! They are just gorgeous  and I absolutely love them! I want to marry them, ha,ha.I was squealing with excitement to my hubby and as always he downplayed my joy and tried to ruin my excitement and dismissed it as It's just a wig and it's not "worth" 300$....I mean 350$( because it turned out I also had to pay 50$ in duty tax at delivery which shocked me as I never had to before and I got 2 other orders  from the same vendor from the UK  and it pissed me off ( greedy money-grubbing gov't) but I'm just glad they arrived safely)....even though I never told him how much I paid.....so how did he know?

He can suck it.

They  are made of wool and are hand-made and custom-made and now I can't wait to go out somewhere to actually be able to wear them out somewhere! This is the hairstyle I've always wanted(and the Dreadband also hides and covers up my big ears that stick out and hides my massive forehead,too) and it looks natural too and not cheap like some wigs but you only get what you pay for, right? They're really long,too and  an ombre colour going from darker at top to lighter at the bottom.

Aren't they just beautiful? I even sent the lady that made them for me a thank-you e-mail to let her know how much I love and appreciate them. Even if my hubby doesn't think much of them I really, really, really love them and that's all that really matters.

I got them for me, not for anyone else and I'm happy with them. and that's what's important.

They are everything I was hoping for.

The lady also made and incl. this felted doll she made that looks like a voo-doo doll or something(I hope I don't have a hex or spell put on me!) which I think was kind of her to make for me and gift to me yet at the same time it sort of creeps me out. It came with a note that says it's something called an "Aya"; a "Soul Spirit Doll", a pocket doll for anxiety and affirmation, with a note: "I am calm and confident because I trust in the higher good."

How the hell did she know I suffer from anxiety though?

That's just so freaky.

I'm going to check out exactly what it is and if it's some shaman/occult/ pagan/witchcraft/talisman/voodoo  thing I'm just going to throw it out.

 I don't need any bad juju.

Maybe it's the opposite though? Perhaps it was sent as a message from Heaven(and she was just the intermediatary) to reverse the curse I'm sure I've had over me for my entire life?

Blackbird singing in the dead of night Take these broken wings and learn to fly All your life You were only waiting for this moment to arise Blackbird singing in the dead of night Take these sunken eyes and learn to see All your life You were only waiting for this moment to be free.-Paul McCartney