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Shit!

I just realized that exactly 2 months from yesterday is Christmas!

Holy f*ck!

I don't even want to think about that yet; about winter, or Christmas with my family!

Hopefully with any luck I'll die before then...

I also made a new photo album on my Facebook called Fall Beauty with the changing fall leaves on the trees and I have to admit I got some really good photos,too.

 I've always loved photography.

There's also this song called Santeria by Sublime with the lyrics...Daddy's got a new 45... and all this time I thought they meant a record;  a 45 record....but then I noticed this...I'd pop a cap in Sancho...

"Pop a cap"

that means to shoot someone....

so the 45 is a pistol; a gun and NOT a record, afterall.

Now I feel so dumb.

Tomorrow is also my hubby's birthday( he turns 61) everyone always makes a "big deal" out of even though mine basically just goes by unnoticed, and I heard they're also going to re-name the Goldfish crackers to Chilean Carp to make it sound more "sophistocated" to appeal to a more adult clientele to let people know it's not "just for kids" and it's just so stupid the 30 YR old didn't even believe me(even though I heard it on the radio) and thought I was just making it up and my hubby says it's probably just an advertising ploy.

The Shithole is also now banning all foreign medical students( or at least in Ontario,anyway) and making the grads sign up for 5 years of servitude here so they can't leave, in an attempt to retain doctors locally as over 2 million people don't have family doctors but I think is discriminatory and mean; they should just let more foreign doctors in  to ease the shortage instead of excluding qualified people and now Israel also attacked Iran too(they really DO want to cause a war and take over territory) but luckily Iran doesn't put up with their shit so hopefully they will "return" the "favour" ifyouknowwhatImean and Israel claiming themselves to be God's "Chosen People" is no different either than the Nazis saying that they  were the Master Race and now the oppressed have become the oppressor and history repeats itself, and am I the only one that seems to notice too that the Tesla emblem looks suspiciously like a Baphomet face and horns?

I'd hide that I'm a failure being a facade, If I look perfect, Then maybe I'll be loved.-Dylan Thomas