Indian Summer.

Today and tomorrow are also supposed to be nice warm days, not 20 C like the past 2 days but still 14 C so more outside days! Yahoo! It's like Indian Summer! Then it's going back down to a more seasonal average 9 C but I'll take what I can get as long as I can get it! It's also dark by 5 pm and as the sun goes  down I light my candles, turn on the tree and watch the news, snuggled down on the couch under a blanket, with Buddy ever by my side, and I saw a Dachshund that's 22 years old so with any luck maybe Buddy ( who turns 19 in February) has more time than I was hoping for? He's already lived longer than I thought so I hope.... just as long as we both go together  though because once he's gone I'll lose the only friend I have and  won't have anything left worth living for anymore. This morning I also woke up with that same headache again(I still have) I recognized I had with high BP so I checked it and sure enough:

177/91

First thing in the morning,too, as soon as I got up, and I'm even on medication for it! My all-time highest was 175/150(when I was prego with the 17 YR old and had liver failure) but that was before meds so I wonder if my kidneys( which regulate BP) are failing, plus my cough is extra bad lately too so maybe I have fluid around my heart and/or lungs? I also think one of the best things about people making music, art, architecture, creating beauty, etc. is even once they're dead and gone their spirit still lives on thru their work.

What do *I* have to leave behind though?

I also was thinking with the 30 YR old's GF being a PSW she's probably a nice person as it takes a special kind of person to be a PSW; you have to be a kind, compassionate and really patient person to do that kind of work, so she's likely a good person(hopefully) and I heard this bubbling sound on a radio commercial and thought it was a bong but it was actually a hot tub,ha,ha, and it reminded me of my friend L from the old church; her fave. luxury is her hot tub(my cousin has one,too, but says it's alot of work to keep clean as being so hot it makes lots of algae) and she even goes in it all year,too, even in the middle of winter! They also sent the wrong adaptor/plug./charger whatever-it-was with my hubby's new chess Tablet as well; it was only compatable with Apple products so he had to order another one but thank God for 1 day Amazon shipping.

First World problems, I know.

  Last night I saw the police next-door again with the flashing lights on their cruiser but luckily they parked on their part and not in OUR driveway; I don't want everyone thinking we're thugs,ha,ha, although if they do they'd leave us alone, and there was a big fight and riot in Brampton between Hindus and Sikhs at a temple which is sad ; fighting over religion when God is love,  and looking on the bright side at least the good thing about Trump is he's on good terms with Putin and Kim so less likelyhood of war, whereas Biden is more "provoking" and I like this sweater( shown above) too but won't order it as most things usually aren't what they appear.

People are like that,too.

So is life.

So just enjoy the illusion.

Is this life that I've been livin' All that's meant for me?-Three Days Grace