Stupido.

OK, So I decided I wanted a funky dress for my birthday gift from my hubby so I sent him the link and asked him to order it.(pictured above here)....NOT realizing I accidently sent him the wrong one(it's actually the one below I want!)as they look similar and

because I'm stupid like that

and I frantically told him to NOT go ahead and order it yet.....except he said he already had so I said to just cancel it and order the other one instead but he said they'd already shipped it out!

F*ck!

I'm just sooooo stupid and always such a f*ck-up I had to vent and post this now; it can't wait until tomorrow.

Later I also then found the same one I liked on another site too and  for half the price,too!

F*ck! I'm just sooooo stupid!(and now my hubby hates me even more and probably thinks I even did it on purpose just to make things hard for him (even though I didn't; being smart isn't one of my strong suits) and now I feel so bad and when the other one arrives we'll have to return it and get a refund( unless, of course it ends up OK and looks enough like the one I want,(and he said he can't even see the difference but different sleeves, neck,and hemline), and I still end up liking it,anyway.).and order the one I actually really wanted originally as I'm just sooo tired of always having to settle.

Never again.

My life is just sooo complicated.

My hubby also wants me to get him a 90$ Spider-Man Lego set  for his Christmas gift except he's cheating on me and so I don't want to spend that much $$$ on his gift(and when I told him this he simply had no reply, yet although what would you really say to something like that though,too,yet he didn't deny it,either, when most people would have been offended or angry and raged, What are you talking about? I'm NOT cheating on you!!) and he owes ME a good gift instead, and he said I can't visit my mother Saturday morning or afternoon( remember I haven't seen her in 2 weeks now) as he has chess in the morning and pickleball in the afternoon and then they have badminton on Sunday but I told him too bad; he has to pick which one to miss and give me a time,too; it's NOT always about him and what he wants and a visit is more important than his little hobbies, which he also does before his other family obligations,too, even though obligations should be done first and then other stuff after.

This is also an old photo of some of us and the 30 YR old gets a haircut tomorrow and tonight he's singing at "'Da Club" again and his GF is going to cheer him on( awww....isn't that sweet?) and the house at the corner is still for rent too and I wonder why when the new owners bought it they just didn't leave the tenants that were already living there insteasd of kicking them out? I mean, that way they'd already have  monthly incoming income and the people would still have a place to live and wouldn't have to move. Now they're not getting an income,the house is empty,the other people had to find a new place to live, and  the owner has to find new tenants. It all just seems so unnecessary and just more work.

Maybe in another universe I won't ruin everything by being emotionally difficult.-ThisUser