A Blessing From The Lord.

Look what I got! A nice surprise treat! A blessing from the Lord! The 30 YR old gave me this before he left the other day; it's from his boss(he grows them) he visited recently, still recovering from his knee replacement surgery and it's been almost 3 months so hopefully he can get back to work soon. After my surgeries having body parts removed I recovered in just 2 weeks! Yesterday and today I also have a really baaaad headache and abdomenal pain and we're also supposed to get 10-20 cm of snow and my hubby thought it was done( ha,ha, yeah....riiiight) and he was mad at me for giving the squirrels Cheerios  to eat as well even though when I was outside they even came up to me telling me they were hungry and wanted me to feed them and kindness and compassion is never wrong. He also had a chess tournament in NY over a weekend in 2 weeks he cancelled and re-booked for one in Montreal next weekend instead( meaning another quiet quiet few days and hot water for me again,too! Yay!) and when they asked him why he cancelled he replied, Trump. The asshole also called Ukraine's Zelensky a dictator as well and he's one to talk and Ukraine even actually agreed to give USA half of their mineral resources,too! I don't know why people just don't tell that orange shitgibbon to f*ck-off! Why does anyone even listen to him, let alone comply, and now he's going to tariff the EU as well.

I also heard Billy Idol is coming out with new music in April so now I finally have something to look forward to again and my hubby's such a big hypocrite,too; he HATES The F-Word  and cringes when I say it, as if it offends his "virgin ears"...yet yesterday I saw him watching a show( it was called Reacher; I never heard of it) and every second word was f*ck (it must be a gangster show or something)so it made me laugh my ass off at the sheer absurdity and hypocrisy of it, he's such a phony and full of shit, and we got a notice in the mail from the property tax saying they charged us 35$ to change over from my mother's name to mine,too, and I say f*ck that and just forget it and keep it her name then for all I care and save the 35$(why do they care anyway as long as they get paid?) but my hubby, ever-obedient sheeple that he is paid it, but seriously, WTF, though? I mean, really? Her dying has also cost us alot of $$$!

There's also a measles outbreak in the province, worst in 30 years but I don't know what's the big deal; I had measles as a kid( as well as mumps, rubella, chicken-pox,etc.) as did every other kid I knew as well growing up in the 70's; it was no big deal, just a part of childhood, and it's been exactly 2 months today my mother died,too, but it's not something that we really talk about; we just sort of get on with it, and the provincial election last night was the same results as before with the PC's winning a clear majority(yay!) and the NDP official Opposition and the asshole Liberals last place(ha,ha) and I remember too when I was 5 months' prego with the 25 YR old I went to an Aerosmith concert and she was bouncing around in my belly and I wonder if she still likes Aerosmith today? They're also my BFF's fave. band and the 28 YR old was also conceived in Montreal and #3 in the back of a van parked at the beach( the closest to the water my hubby will ever get.)😂

Oh, the adventures I could tell!

It's a different type of pain when you don't cry anymore, you just take a deep breath and accept it.