Lately.

Today it's really cold out: -18 C and that's just the temp,too, not the wind-chill! My stomach's also feeling nauseated the past few days as well and my cough's even worse and I choke on "hork" there's so much of it, it feels like I'm drowning on hork! Today I also have to go see the insurance guy I'm nervous about and hopefully it'll be the last thing I have to do to wrap-up my mother's estate and I'm so tired of having to pick up all the pieces left behind after she died,too, and of all these responsibilities, and stress, anxiety, financial worries, etc.

 I'm just so done with everything. 

I also heard that Jeremy Roloff and his wife now have 4 kids( the last I'd heard they had 3) and I know my mother would want to know and I was all excited to tell her....and then realized she's not here anymore and I have no one to share the news with anymore and it made me sad.

I also saw the funniest thing online yesterday: someone at a store, and the cashier said to them in the customary, Have a nice day! and they replied, No thanks! thinking they asked them if they wanted a bag, ha, ha,  and hearing that pets died in a fire I automatically thought to myself too, I hope they were just cats and not dogs! and I saw a video as well a guy hurled a cat off an apt. balcony and as it hurtled thru the air I thought it was hilariously funny and I laughed my ass off, yet if it were any *other* animal I would have thought it was horrific, and I heard Israelis hate cats as well so maybe in other life I was Israeli?😂

On the California radio station I listen to they also surprised me with an ad for a new medical centre opening saying all you have to do is call and get a doctor and they even have same day app'ts,too, unlike here where millions don't even have  family doctors and it takes years to get one and you need a referral and even with mine(I was on a waiting list for 2 years to get once my other one retired) I can never even reach him; he never answers the phone and just has a machine but you can't leave a message, and the earliest you can get in is 2 weeks! They also said the local hospital has one of the longest ER wait in the entire province and over 250K people are currently waiting for surgery,

I hate this Shithole.

It's like a Third-World country.

Now the orange shitstain Trump said USA is going to take over Gaza (probably so they can let their equally-evil buddy Israel make more settlements there) and forcibly relocate the some 2 million residents deported to other countries, 

ETHNIC CLEANSING

outraging allies and adversaries alike, eerily reminding me of mass deportations of Jews in Europe in WWII, and this is really really scary and he's just dangerous and  someone  has  to stop that guy and get rid of him! Maybe some militant group can successfully assassinate him this time around...

“I have found that it is the small everyday deed of ordinary folks that keep the darkness at bay. Small acts of kindness and love.” J.R.R. Tolkien