Watering Hole.

We're still under the boiled water advisory due to the broken water main and we'd left these water bottles in the car and it was so cold they all froze into solid ice, complete with air bubbles still in them! (and yes, that's still our Christmas tablecloth underneath!)My hubby also had to go to the store in another town to stock up on more bottled water( shown below) to drink (we can still do laundry, dishes, and bathe in the other) because the stores here all ran out. I had thought we could still use our filtered Culligan water that comes out of a separate tap so I filled up Buddy's water dish with that...and then my hubby was all like, Aaahhh! and he said I contaminated it with the "infected" tap water so now we have to get the guy to come in. 

How was I supposed to know?

I thought they were 2 separate systems which is why we drink out of that one and NOT the regular tap, the municipal water, because you might as well just drink out of the sewer or the toilet. Now I feel so stupid as always. I had no idea they were connected. What's even the point of that then?

Yesterday and today I'm also extra sleepy( even more than usual) and dizzy and have a headache on-and-off but don't know if it's from my head injury the other day or just the usual. and to be honest, I'm actually disappointed that I didn't die after getting hit in the head; I was sort of hoping that I would and that would finally my chance to be set free.

The 30 YR old also fancies himself as some sort of psychologist as well and thinks people are "weak" if they can't "control" how they feel, but I say you can't help how  you feel, just what you do about it; like if you're attracted to someone married you can't help what your heart wants but you don't act on it and just keep it to yourself, or if you hate someone you don't go over and shoot them; you just ignore them and try to avoid them, and, of course, there's autistic and bipolar people like me that have trouble regulating emotions and it doesn't mean that I'm a "bad" or "weak" person; I just have other factors that get in the way and complicate things, and I also will never understand casual sex, either; how people can be so vulnerable ,so exposed, and get naked for someone they've just met and don't even know, and do something so personal, so private, so intimate, so sacred, with a total stranger, to allow them to enter your body like that.

To me it's just the cheapest, most defiling, violating, sleaziest ,dirtiest thing ever.

Yesterday the bank also called for my mother and when I informed them she's dead there was an awkward silence on the other end and then she stammered her condolences and asked if I informed the bank and I said I informed all kinds of people and running around all over but can't remember exactly who and if the bank was one of them and then it occurred to me maybe it was in reference to one of her debts they're calling about wondering why it hasn't been paid. Well, at least now they know why; she's dead( so that's a good reason) and my hubby said they won't have to come after the house and force me to sell to get paid,either, as if worse comes to worse he can always take out a loan to pay them off instead so we won't end up homeless.

Thank God!

I'm also just soooo sick & tired of always hearing about the Superbowl everywhere all the time on the TV, radio, online, etc. I just can't get away from it! Who cares about some stupid football game! I'll just be so glad when it's finally all over and I won't have to keep hearing about it anymore, and I also heard a river in Argentina turned red,too, reminding me of the prophecy in the Bible Book Of Revelation saying that in the Last Days and End Times just before Jesus returns that the rivers will turn to blood... I also don't know why I even bother putting Buddy outside to go pee/shit anymore now,either, because he never goes and just comes right back inside and does it in the house now.

It was also never about the border; USA just wants to annex Canada and take over our resources( lumber, potash, aluminum,electricity, fresh water, oil, etc.) and when Trump(I thought he was the Anti-Christ,too, but now realize he's way too stupid and is likely just the puppet of Musk and Netanyahu who most likely are) said about the 51st state he wasn't joking.

When people tell you who they are believe them.

People also laugh and say it'll be "easy" for them to invade and take over Canada,too, but also keep in mind how everyone also thought Russia would over-take Ukraine in 48 hours as well and here we still are, 3 years later.

Never underestimate your enemy.

They also forget that Canada is a member of NATO  (unlike Ukraine) and they will come to our defense, likely along with other non-NATO nations as well that are supportive, and in WWII the Germans feared Canadian soldiers as well, as being esp. "ruthless".

Bring it ON, shitgibbon!

Neither person knows what real love feels like because they never received it.-Lori Green