Tuesday, February 11, 2025

Why Do I Even Bother?

This morning Buddy got me up earlier than normal because he had to go pee....so I got up and put him out to go.....only to have him just come right back inside and do a huge pee on the carpet(which I stepped in and got a big soaker, which I really hate) and then he also did a big squishy shit on the carpet, too, and he knew he wasn't supposed to do it and he was even licking it up to try to "hide" the evidence so he wouldn't get in trouble! The smell was so bad too my hubby couldn't do his yoga and was mad at me but I did clean it up right away, plus the foaming carpet cleaner spray AND a deoderizer so I don't know what more/else he expects me to do but if he has any better  suggestions he can let me know. I also heard Stairway To Heaven 2 days in a row, last night and the day before, and I've been ready to die for awhile now ,too; I've done everything I wanted to do, the kids are all grown now and want nothing to do with me, I have nothing left to look forward to anymore, and Buddy's the only reason I  have to live and he turns 19 this month so he won't be here for much longer and then I'll have nothing left anymore. We're also getting wallopped with a biiig snowstorm tomorrow between 20-40 cm of snow and then another system on Saturday and yet another one next week,too.

Yesterday I also got mail from the insurance saying payment is due on the 25th except we still haven't got the refund back yet from the other insurance we paid at the end of December and without that I don't have the $$$ to pay for the new one so now I'm really worried, and now I have over 600 Facebook friends and just keep getting more and more requests and have no idea where they keep coming from and now they're mad I can't keep up with all the messages, and I can still remember the time when I tracked down 3 of the bullies from Jr. High  on Facebook that tormented me too and confronted them and 2 had become better people as adults and apologized, one even admitting, "We were really horrible to you!"  and another had even been a pimp and drug dealer and then found Christ and repented but another said she "didn't even remember" me(but I bet she really did but was too ashamed to admit it; I mean, what could she really say?and I'll NEVER forget) and if she do all those things to me she "must have had a good reason."
Except no.
You didn't.
You were just mean.

There was also this clueless American online asking why Canada is mad at USA for wanting to annex it as a 51st state and not "welcome" the so-called "honour"(if you can believe it!) NOT wanting to be invaded, and I heard another perfect insult for Trump supporters as well:
Red-hat wearing, sister-f*cking Trump-fellating wankstain.
That about says it all.
One of his gov't appointed people is also another horrible, awful person,too: a woman who shot and killed a puppy and cheated on her husband and looks like a blow-up sex doll; he really sure can pick 'em,  and threatening to annex Canada, Greenland, Panama Canal, etc. is simply against international law, and he can't just by-pass Congress and the Senate like that,either,although that's what dictators do,  and if he does try to invade Canada he will be shocked at the fierce resistance, not only from the JTF2 ( comparable to the Delta Force and SEALs) but the regular people fighting for their freedom, and they couldn't win against smaller countries such as Vietnam, Afghanistan, Iraq, etc. so what makes them think they can succeed now, esp. when we have so many allies and everyone hates them and is tired of their war mongering and Imperialism?

Sometimes she cries When she's alone at night Sometimes she weeps Oh, when she's feelin' cold and weak Sometimes the pain It just tears her up inside.-Warrant

 

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