One Week.

Today it's been exactly a week since I brought Beja home and also the first Friday in 2 months we don't have to fast for Lent anymore!

Somehow it feels much longer than just a week as it feels like he's been here forever as he just fit in right away and settled into our routine and rhythm of our family. He still follows me everywhere, even when I go have a bath! He's so small as well he's just a bit bigger than the average squirrel(only with much longer legs) and Buddy was  3 times the size and weight he is and yesterday he kept barking at a spirit he saw in the corner of the livingroom (I just felt a cold breeze) but in time he'll get used to the Shadow People but he's good at being on guard and alerting me to every single sound, sight,nuance, and even the slightest change.

Yesterday as I was crying over Buddy I also saw his face in the clouds; it looked like a pencil sketch of his face and it was in front of a bright light pink light surrounded by bright white light and it made my heart smile as I took that a sign he's ok and waiting for me.I also heard Stairway To Heaven again yesterday,too.

Tomorrow is also child # 6's 29th birthday.

Beja also does this cute little "yip!" bark and looks at me telling me he wants to play and he'll bring me his toy to throw for fetch as well  and it being spring now is also a time of  renewal, new birth, new growth,and a new beginning, like for me as well as on Monday it will be 3 weeks since my Buddy died and now I'm starting over a new chapter in my life with Beja, who has shown me that I actually can smile and laugh again, and I didn't think I'd even be able to live without Buddy, and the Pope had over 20 K people come to pay their respects in just the first DAY of his public viewing/Wake as well and when I die I'd be lucky if I even get a couple of people to leave a Facebook post!

I also found the 30 YR old took my brand-new 2kg coconut oil without even asking and I'm furious; he always just takes me stuff and the thing is if he'd only just asked I would have given him some but he can't just  help himself and take it without asking(and how would he like it if I just took something of his and didn't ask?) always disrespecting me and my stuff,and the other night as I went up to bed him and his GF were up in his room and he scoffed to me, Don't forget to blast your music really loud! and I replied, I have to because I don't hear well, plus I also don't want to hear you two going at it! My hubby also acts annoyed and dismisses my increasing hearing loss as well( but I can't afford new hearing aids) and when I go "What?" instead of just repeating what he said so I can hear he just growls, Oh, nevermind; you're so deaf! and walks away in disgust. I also missed the series finale( not only the season finale but also the series finale) of the only TV show I even watch) the other night too pre-empted because of some redneck hockey game and I'm FURIOUS! I've been watching it for 7 years and now I'll never know how it ended because some hillbilly decided that some stupid game was more important! I really hate this dumb shithole.

Today the 30 YR old also goes to get his blood work and other labs done for his doc's app't, and I heard somewhere as well that post-nasal drip( like I've had for over a year now) where you have snot dripping down the back of your throat) can also be a symptom of lung cancer (who would have guessed?) and here all this time I just assumed it was my allergies or congestion due to my sinuses, and it would also explain my bad cough I've also had for at least as long as well as the fatigue,etc. and on the news someone also said they heard PM Carney on the phone talking to Trump about a deal of succeeding Canada to USA.

WTF? Even if that's just a rumour,or  just even a possibility, that's still scary and I hope to God regardless that he doesn't win the election on Monday, and my hubby better get the time off to take me to vote,too!

"When God points a stick at you there’s no way to duck".-Howard Torman