Tagalog.

Yesterday my hubby was back at the store and he got more of those yummy cookies( photos shown here)....and he said originally they were in this big clearance bin and only had 4 boxes left( I told him he should have got them all as they're likely being discontinued, esp. as they said Barbie  on them, likely left-over from promotional from that lame movie last summer) and he said I was "eating them wrong" too by biting into them instead of cracking the hard shell top first and peeling it off and then eating the marshmallow followed by the jam and cookie last. That's how I eat the  original raspberry/chocolate ones but these ones are special; you have to bite into it as that way you get the satisfaction of that crunch  from the hard shell every time you bite down. He also freaked I spent over 200$ on my new dreads too even though he spent 200$ on his Birkenstock sandals, and I got a laugh this morning on the news on the radio, too: they said the Filipino language Tagalog as Tag-a-log  instead of Ta-GAL-og  and it just cracked me up( and that's probably actually how my hubby would say it,too) and the only Tagalog word I know is buttay, my Filipino friend C in highschool taught me but he never told me the meaning....

Until I finally found out years later on a cruise when I asked a Filipino worker.

hahahahahahahah.

I also heard there might be mail strike this month; I just hope my new dreads (coming from the UK)arrive before, and I remember the last time I got them( 6 months or so ago) the same thing happened( do I just have the worst "luck" or what?) and I wonder if the hole dug in front of our house( we haven't caught anything in the trap yet) might even be that brown rabbit I see in our backyard almost every day? Maybe that's where his burrow is?  We also have ants back in the house now the weather's warm(that's the only thing I hate about summer; all the bugs!) and Beja even ate one yesterday off the carpet,too!(ewwww!!) and I missed the news last night, pre-empted for some stupid horse race and I really hate that, missing stuff just for loser sports!! That's a real pet-peeve of mine!!

The 30 YR old's boss also gave him a Get Well card which I think was nice( he's a good guy) and the 27 YR old ( one of the Edmonton Boys)  is now working in BC for a year( and now staying with the girls so it's a good thing my kids all get along well since most of them even still live together as adults now,too) so I wonder if he's working on a big project like a condo or something, or if him and the oldest had a big fight or something and he moved out? I wonder as well with Beja only having one nut if he won't hump everything like most male dogs do, and tomorrow it will be exactly 4 weeks since Buddy died and even though I do love Beja and he gives me a reason to live Buddy and I were like 2 halves of a whole and I'll never love anyone like I love him and I'll miss him forever. We had a special bond. I'm actually surprised I haven't died of a broken heart.

There was also a survey online asking for uncomfortable advice and I said Don't get too attached to anyone or anything because nothing lasts and I think the main difference too between autistic people and non-autistic people is we're just simply on a different frequency, and now Trump says he can be the new Pope even though he's NOT even Catholic and lives a completely amoral life, it's just narcissic total delusions of grandeur, and Mother's Day is next weekend which is always hard for me since my ingrate kids don't even acknowledge it and I don't even get a card, a phone call, or an e-mail, and this year it will be even harder as it'll be the first without my own mother since she died in December.

I am mad about the sneaky, crappy way he went about making his point that nothing about me mattered to him at all.-Mish