5 Years Ago.

Yesterday this photo of Buddy and I from 5 years ago showed up in my "Memories" Facebook feed and it made me cry. I really miss him so much. I always will. He was the absolute *BEST*  thing to ever happen to me in my entire life. I was also surprised as well to see how much I've aged in just the past 5 years as well, esp. my face; I have so much more wrinkles, sags,and folds now but stress does that. I also heard Stairway To Heaven on the radio again during the night and last night watching the TV news I even saw a back to school commercial already,too, even though the kids have only been off on their summer vacation for just over  2 weeks now and I also saw my mother's reflection looking back at me in the glass of the window in the back door last night as I was outside on the back porch and she looked the same but younger; no face wrinkles, and it freaked me out....and then when I went inside the radio station kept going off as well so I wonder if she stopped by from the Other Side for a visit to let me know she's OK?  I like to think so.My cough was also so bad during the night it not only woke me up but I tasted blood as well so I got up and put the light on and looked in the mirror....and was shocked to see bright red blood in my mouth.

Holy f*ck!

Yesterday was also so hot I could only tolerate an hour in the sun and I even had to spritz myself with water in the shade to cool off it was still so hot and this morning it already felt like 36 C by 6 am and we're supposed to get a cold in front later today for blessed relief  (and it's so hot our day lilies have all gone brown and dried up)and a severe storm warning and cool down for a few days and then another 3 day heatwave starting Wednesday next week and I could hear the cicadas buzzing too and legend has it they don't start buzzing until it's at least 30 C and I used to think the buzzing sound was overhead wires buzzing in the heat.

 The 30 YR old(who also got this spiky yoga/ bed of nails mat that feels like walking on Lego ) also had a check-up, x-rays and a cleaning at the dentist yesterday and has a few cavities he'll get fixed next month and he was surprised how much they don't cover on the gov't plan( which you qualify for if you earn below 90K a year which I would think most people do) and I also heard that only 50% of dentists even accept the plan. Yesterday him and his GF were also playing with Beja and then he reeked of perfume and stunk like a bordello.

They ruined my dog.

I like his natural smell much better, which smells like Fritos corn chips and popcorn.When he wants to jump up onto my lap he'll also bark and I swear it sounds like he's saying, Up!

There is also speculation that French PM Macron's  wife is actually really a man who wears a wig and dresses as a woman and pretends to be a woman and the doctor who had proof to confirm it ended up mysteriously dead, and my question is why all the pretending though? Why not just be honest? It's not like anyone really even cares anymore anyway and people say the same thing about Obama's wife,too; that she's really actually a man, and both Eric Clapton and Billy Joel are assholes as people even though they're talented musicians; they both stole their best friend's wife who they later married and then divorced. I feel so bad for the husbands who got cheated on,too: they were betrayed by both  their wives AND their best friends.

  Heart's song These Dreams was originally offered to Stevie Nicks(who is also a terrible person; she's a witch, and she was prego by Don Henley and killed  her baby and also tried to get Tom Petty to cheat on his wife with her but he refused) as well but she turned it down(not her style, I guess) but Heart liked it and used it and it became a hit so it just goes to show that something might not be a good fit for someone but it's perfect for someone else. Just like our house: it was on the market for 6 months and we were the first(and only!) people to even LOOK at it but it was everything we were looking for: a large house for our big family with 7 bedrooms, a large fenced-in yard, central A/C and even an inground pool,which was a bonus!

Unpopular opinion: Genuine people don’t have many friends.-Nithya Shri