A Perfect Summer Day.

Yesterday was a perfect summer day( until my asshole hubby went and ruined it).It was nice and sunny and warm(and we got to be outside all day! Yahoo!) and NOT humid!!  Beja and I even got to share an ice cream,too!I also noticed both next door and at the corner they're growing weed, and I also saw the biggest raven yesterday I think I've ever seen in my entire life; that thing was huge, and it was exactly 3 months ago yesterday as well that I got Beja. It's also sad to realize to well that the only one that would fight for my honour is my dog.

My little Chihuahua.

But boy, would he ever give it all he's got!

We also used to have kids' toys all over the house and now we have dog toys all over the house.

I also went to a sidewalk sale in town which is actually more like a block party as 2 whole blocks were shut down, no cars allowed,  and they had lots of vendors and food and music and even fireworks at night I could even hear from my bedroom window. I got a cute little purple 3-D printed hippo( shown way below) that even has movable legs but I was later going than planned as the 30 YR old had the car and was 90 minutes late getting back and I was pissed; I hardly ever go out anywhere and the one odd time I DO I have to end up delayed! Doesn't it just figure though with MY "luck?"  A lady also said she really liked my funky "genie" pants, and now I have to bring my patio cushions in every night because the damn raccoons f*ck them up during the night by dragging them all over the porch and getting them all dirty, the little f*ckers.

It was also determined that the Captain of the Air India plane that crashed shut the fuel supply off to both engines on purpose and the co-pilot was heard asking him why he did it (which he denied )and then seconds later it was switched back to "RUN" (likely by the co-pilot trying to save it) but it was  too late and the damage was already done.It's tragic enough if it was an accident, but to be on purpose is even worse!! They also say he was "sad" and about to retire and look after his ailing father....but WHY did he have to kill all those innocent people with him though? Surely there must have been some other way if he wanted to commit suicide that didn't harm anyone else? I also like our Alexa Home Device much better than the Google one as it doesn't keep going off  all the time and f*cking up and when you play music and/or the radio it doesn't have that many ads and they don't keep interrupting songs like the Google one always does which is really annoying!

I also tried discussing with my hubby taking me to the CNE on any other day than a weekend ,and even worse, the opening weekend like he says I *have* to go, not even giving me a choice(ruining the highlight of my year, the one day I look forward to all year) just telling me, but he only got even madder that I challenged him and roared, You DO have a choice; you either go then or NOT AT ALL!  which is hardly a choice and he said he's not going to go into the city another day just so YOU don't have to stand in line for food but it's not just that, it's for bathrooms as well in the crowd; it will be a zoo, and I can't stand that long or I faint(not that he cares though) and he has no trouble going in to Toronto for something for him or the kids.....it's just a big hassle if it's anything for me, plus he's on vacation,too, so it's not like he doesn't have  the time.

He's such a f*cking asshole.

I'm seriously just so MAD at him for making me feel so helpless and powerless I want to exact revenge on him somehow.

At least when the 27 YR old visits(he made the mistake of taking Air Canada too; he'll be sorry!) they're(I assume the 18 YR old as well) are also going to London for a week to visit the 29 YR old so at least I'll get a break,too.

Having kids was a blessing that turned into a curse and a dream that turned into a nightmare and ruined my life, and I wasted most of my adult years on them all for nothing and meeting him and marrying him is my BIGGEST regret in life.

Just 100 years ago, kids ran barefoot through fields, climbed trees, and came home at sunset covered in dirt and joy Now they’re inside all day on tablets, diagnosed with 3 disorders by age 8, and afraid of steak WTF happened?- Humble Flow