Eat Me.

Yesterday I had one of my new fave. snacks: the KFC slider, with the spicy orange sauce! Just yum, yum, yum! I was also sitting out in the backyard with Beja smoking a doobie and some guy walks in the yard saying my hubby was talking to him about yard work only it freaked me out as no one told me and this guy just walks in and he didn't look  like the kind of guy to do yardwork(  no overalls, dirty nails,etc.) he was clean and even wore a chain around his neck, so it got my suspicions up(something was just out of place) and then he asked my hubby what was in the trailer( "casing" it to rob, perhaps?) but it's just garbage to haul off to the dump( wouldn't a potential thief be surprised though? ha, ha) and he looks like the guy that lives at the corner actually. I just thought the whole thing was kind of strange. Yesterday I also had an aching left ear and stabbing pain behind my left eye later on and today I still have the really baaaad stomach, abdomenal and back pain it feels like I was kicked by a horse and I have this blood clot on my lower left leg that burst on the outside and is really itchy and bleeding. Ugh.

My hubby also said when he just touched above Beja's head he squawked and ran and hid in fear and the 30 YR old said when he peed on his bedroom carpet he tried to wipe his willy he also shrieked and ran off shaking (and him and his GF can't touch his head) and like my hubby said, Something happened to him to change his behaviour. I just wish I knew what it was. The 30 YR old also continues to lure him away and steal him off me, every time he's here he'll call him, C'mon, Beja! poaching him off me, and I can't make  someone love me(as much as it hurts) and the sad truth is that the only time I was ever anyone's fave. and first choice was with Buddy and he's gone now and I really am alone now.. The 30 YR old's also gained weight now he no longer does jiu-jitsu and his GF feeds him well and they eat fast-food alot and he hasn't had a haircut in like forever and now it's all  long and straggly and he has this big beard and now he looks like a 70's porn star!😂

Yesterday I also got a nice surprise: a 600$ cheque for my mother's "estate" (that would be me!) came in the mail  apparantly a refund for something we over-paid, and now Israel attacked Yemen(again) after just attacking Qatar, and yet everyone freaked out when errant drones accidently went into Polish airspace from Russia en route to Ukraine yet no one cares when Israel repeatedly and intentionally attacks multiple countries, and all colleges in Ontario are on strike now, and the youngest's badminton is back now and my hubby said his track & field was back this week as well but got the dates wrong( as usual) and it's actually next week, and neither my mother or Babushka smoke, drank, or used drugs yet one outlived the other by 10 years( one died at 83 and one at 93) so it just goes to show that you can never tell. A young Ukrainian refugee was also stabbed and killed on public transit in USA so she would have been safer staying in Ukraine, and a 31 YR old anti-gun violence advocate in USA was also shot and killed.

Why can't people just disagree WITHOUT  shooting and killing eachother?

Gas, grass, or ass, nobody rides for free.