Check out the amazing sunrise this morning! It was just sooooo beautiful! Of course it's supposed to rain later( ugh!) maybe even with thunder, and for some reason I've often felt that 18 Dec. is a 'significant" day so maybe today is the day I finally die? The 31 YR old also gets an impacted wisdom tooth removed today and he really hasn't been here much all week now his GF's off on her winter break from school so I get to hang out with Beja all the time and it's working; we're re-connecting like we used to and now he's once again back to snuggling with me on the couch and during nap time and it's nice and I love it. He's so funny too he likes to lick and eat the snow, esp. now it's melting.
In 10 more days it will also be exactly a year since my mother died, and I'm still sick but getting a bit better each day and at least my appetite is back, which is always a good sign, and I no longer have the really sore ears and jaw which was the worst and prevented me from sleeping. I still have the headache, although not as bad, and still have sweats and chills, and my face is all bruised now too from pressing so hard on the pressure points on my sinus, and I'm still really dizzy and feel "faint" and now I'm also all congested and my nose is runny but I still cooked, did laundry, watered my plants, etc. as things still have to be done and life still goes on, I just have to rest in-between.
I know I'm officially weird but I wonder if I'm the only person who talks to my laundry, such as when I take the load out of the washer and toss it into the dryer I say, OK, guys, everybody in! Get in and get all nice and warm and dry! Ha, ha.
Yeah, maybe I'm just too weird for other people.😂
My hubby is still sick as well and it's been about a week. A cousin also said she's been sick now for 3 weeks!
For I am death and I won't break
I got a life
I've got to take
When will it end, this sufferin' of late?
It was nice to know you.-The Pretty Reckless
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