Ooogly.

Today it's just really soooooooo gross, yucky, and ooogly out! It's 9 C, pouring rain and 75 KM wind, it's like the end of March, early spring, and NOT very "Christmassy at all  and most of the snow has all melted and washed away! Yuck! it's supposed to drop down to a more seasonal -3C later today as a cold front sweeps thru (and all this wet will freeze over)and hopefully it'll turn to snow( and al this rain would normally be a shitload of snow if it was cold like it would normally be) but this yucky ugly rain is just so depressing. I still feel sick,too, but a bit better each day and today I still have the chills & sweats, dizzy,and baaaaad sinus and the cough. I also had a dream I was somewhere and they had a little Dachshund I sought out and kept petting as it reminded me so much of Buddy. Funny as well: I asked my hubby to pick me up some marzipan(almond paste) stollen and he brought back a regular one(which isn't the same) and said, ...the white stuff on the top....isn't that marzipan?

it's actually icing sugar.

HA!

I just find it funny that he's supposed to be the smart one and I'm supposed to be the dumb one and I knew something so simple and so basic and he didn't.😂

Yesterday when the 31 YR old came back briefly I asked him how his app't went and he was so busy "mauling" Beja he just completely ignored me so I asked him again...and again... and then he snapped, Wait your turn!  and I told him to leave MY dog alone and to not be so  rude and to just answer, and then he was taking photos of cheques and I asked him what was he doing and he kept shushing  me and said *I* was being rude for having the "nerve" to speak when he was doing something and I told him he can't 'shush" me and talk to me like I'm one of the kids and then he said I'm "acting like one" and I told him that he's  actually the one who's being rude and I was just trying to make conversation and show an interest in his life and he just always blows me off,  and ever since he's got with his GF he's become a completely different person,too; and he must be taking drugs as his personality has changed and he's now so cold, callous, hostile,selfish, and mean. He also still brought Beja upstairs with him even though I told him my hubby doesn't want him up there because he pees on the floor but he didn't care and just does whatever he wants.

He's become a real asshole and I count the days until he moves out.

Beja is a bully as well: yesterday he came up to me and told me he wanted to go outside, so I assumed to go to the bathroom.....but it was actually just to harrass a poor squirrel that was out on our back porch behind the door (he must have picked up the scent from indoors)and as I let him out he ran after it and chased it, scaring the bejesus out of the poor thing and it took off, surprising me that a puny little Chihuahua could ever be a bully but I guess there's always someone smaller and weaker than you are, and in his case, squirrels, chipmunks, mice, etc.

I've spent my life traveling, spent my life free.-Tom Petty