F*ck My F*cking Chungus Life.

F*ck My F*cking Chungus Life.

That's what someone I follow posted on Twitter and I just LOVE it.

It sums up perfectly everything that I feel.

I just seriously feel so yucky, sick, weak, gross, and fading away(plus my usual baaaaad stomach, abdomenal,. and back pain...and a headache,too!) today as well I'm posting this now in case I'm not here tomorrow(and hopefully not; I really feel that bad, so let's hope so.....) and it would also be kind of cool to die today as well, on Epiphany.

We now have freezing rain and ice pellets and the school buses were cancelled again today for a second day in a row, also just the second day back after the 2 week holiday break. HA! The 31 YR old and the 18 YR old also began their new educational goals, the youngest doing his Introduction To Accounting online but it's live with a live Professor and class(he said there's about 30 of them in the class), and the 31 YR old is doing his Pre-Med in person in the bigger town so now he will also get to "enjoy" (ahem) the "fun" experience of using public transportation as well.

It's also sad and hurts me that Beja (I can't believe we've had him for 9 months already!)still looks for him,too, even though I'm right here.

I'm still here.

I always have been.

I never left.

I've always been here, waiting for him to come back to me.

It's also going up to 4 C the next 2 days and then 9 C on Friday( and rain) so at least the frozen Christmas lights should defrost and my hubby should finally be able to take the rest of them down and he finally got my empanadas after 2 days, which he pronounces as something like, Empallamallamallamas and it cracks me up. and now even Hawaii is getting walloped with snow, and not just a bit,either, but 10 inches , which is like 24 cm, more proof yet again of extreme and unusual weather patterns and natural disasters in the Last Days and End Times  that the Enviro-freaks mis-take as "Global Warming" and "Climate Change."

Yeah......riiiiiight....

We also got so much snow and ice it looks really beautiful though( just not so great for driving) and it looks like a winter wonderland, fairytale snow globe, and I saw a TV commercial saying that Everyone in Ontario deserves a family doctor  and it made me think to myself in my head, You mean of their very own? wow.... some over 6 million people here in the Shithole don't have one and are on years-long waiting lists, like in some Third-World country. In America they die because they can't afford medical care and here they die because they can't get medical care.

People that suffer chronic pain, the Pain Scale moves and adjusts.-Doug Smith