Pupperoni.

I took the decorations off the tree....and just noticed yesterday there was still one  left behind; it was so well hidden  it went unnoticed and blended in so well(shown here)...and then later on in the day I also noticed 2 more of the same ones! HA! Even when I told my hubby and had him look for it he still didn't see it! My hubby also took down some of the outdoor Christmas lights, the ones on the main floor veranda, bushes, etc. but the light-up snowmen have all frozen and are stuck to the ground so we have to wait for them to melt before they can be removed and he also has to do the top floor ones, like on the second floor balcony. 

We also got pizza and I gave my pepperoni( "Pupperoni") to Beja and the 31 YR old also grabbed a piece of my hubby and the youngest's pizza even though I told him it was theirs and not his and to not eat their dinner he still did anyway so I grabbed it off him and moved it away....and then just a short while later when I returned from the bathroom he was eating another piece(I don't know who he thinks he is he can just help himself to other people's stuff!).....and then this morning I also noticed he had also eaten half of MY pizza I also had saved in the fridge(in a bag with MY NAME clearly written on the bag that  during the night had mysteriously been switched into a new bag and re-named Pizza) leaving me with no dinner for 2 days!

I'm *FURIOUS*!!!!

God, I’m so fucking done with life. I wish I could donate my life to someone who actually deserves it. Wants it. I can’t carry this anymore. It feels like my brain is gonna implode.-idk

I'm just sooooo sick and tired of the disrespect, and disregard, of him being so entitled he just takes whatever he wants,  and then when I barged into his room this morning yelling, You bastard! You ate my pizza! Now I don't have any dinner for 2 days! What the f*ck?  of course he denied it and tried to blame the 18 YR old (like he always does) even though he has his own pizza,  and it's always the 31 YR old that steals stuff, and my hubby just shrugs it off like he always does, not caring because it's just me, but thank God I only have one more day( today) to get thru and then he FINALLY MOVES OUT!!!

Honestly, I can't wait.

I'm just sooo sick of his shit.

He's been here 31 YRS and it's time he moves out, not to mention stealing everyone's food all the time and now even my dog,too.

and I DON'T ever want him to ever come back, either!

I've had enough!

This is also how the hallway looks like every day for the past 2 weeks as the youngest is cleaning his room(which is a good thing he's cleaning though) and I honestly don't know where all this junk and crap is even coming from (or if there's even anything left in his room now) and in total there's been dozens of big garbage bags full of his crap, incl. one that was leaking and oozing some kind of liquid  on the floor. Yeeeeeeccchhhh! I also have no idea how he even got 2 window A/Cs in his room! The 31 YR old also got a fortune cookie in the Chinese food that was empty; it was a dud and didn't even have a fortune in it, ha,ha, and I kept hearing loud banging and knocking noises upstairs last night and it drove poor Beja crazy barking and it turned out to be my hubby putting more flooring down on the second floor.

I also came across this photo of Buddy from 3 years ago and for the first time since he died 9 months ago it actually made me smile instead of cry but I still miss him more than anything and long to be on the Other Side with him and no one ever loved me like he did . He was the best friend I ever had and my only reason for living. Tomorrow is also my birthday and I'm a 1967 Classic, and am old, born in the 1900's, ha,ha, and it will just be like any other regular day,though, and my hubby doesn't even get me a cake so I'll just order a slice of the decadent chocolate/peanut butter cheesecake for my birthday cake from the Italian place I'm getting my dinner from.  Asshole Trump also now officially invaded deep into Venezuela and even kidnapped the President and his wife!

Of course this violates international law.

USA are war mongers, like always, and after the oil, just like in Iraq.

This is an act of war.

I can't believe it!

He's gone tooooo far this time!!!!!

Yeah, I am on the rock And then I check a stock I had to run like a fugitive To save the life I live.-Bob Marley