Throw Me Outside.

I was going to post this tomorrow but now they say we'll be getting freezing rain and "ice accretion" so just in case the wires are down and we don't have any power I'm doing it now, ahead of time, just in case. Wouldn't it also be funny if the school buses were cancelled again just like they were today,too? Ha, ha! Today it snowed pretty much all day and we easily got at least 10 cm and it was just so beautiful watching it all come down and esp. at night seeing the freshly-fallen snow sparkling in the moonlight. I also heard Stairway To Heaven again,for the second time, and listening to the radio it sounded in a song like they kept saying

Throw me outside

Throw me outside

Throw me outside!

It just kept cracking me up and I never did find out what they really said.

Now the 31 and 18 YR olds also start their new chapters in their lives, educations,and careers, and I hope the 31 YR old makes the right kind of friends,too, and NOT bad influences, and that he doesn't make any enemies, and before he left when I told him how" it's always the ones you least expect "and "you can't trust anyone"  and "it's always the ones you love and trust the most that hurt and betray you" he scoffed No wonder you don't have any friends!(I did  but they used or betrayed me) and I told him, "YOU should KNOW! What about your ex-boss and your ex-GF? "and then he was speechless.

I rest my case.

Now there's also only 1 kid left at home ( the youngest, who turns 19 in March) and then soon I'll feel so free, almost like a prisoner who knows that his time is almost done.

Those kids put me thru hell.

Playing with Beja today I accidently called him "Buddy" as well; it just slipped out automatically and then I felt really bad, and it was nice having him hanging out with me today with the 31 YR old no longer here taking him away but he does still keep looking for him and it still hurts knowing that I'm not even his second choice and he's my dog. As for my kids, they are also a good example of people that are best left loving at a distance. I also think The Teacher across the street has a new car; even though it's still red like his other one it looks a bit bigger and doesn't make that loud godforsaken banging, explosive, backfiring racket like the old one did. I've also only left the house a handful of times in the 9 months since Buddy died to which my hubby scoffs, That was your choice! but his response shows as always, there's just never any concern or sympathy from him. They also said the hospitals are more over-crowded than usual and ER wait times are "even longer"....

holy f*ck.

You wait 8 HRS or so normally.

How long do we have to wait now? 24 HRS?

I also remember in the Bible Book Of Revelation  the prophecy of in the Last Days  and the End Times that Babylon The Great (also known as the Evil Empire) will topple and be destroyed, and that sounds alot to me like USA under the Trump dictatorship now....so let's hope so and at least Greenland(being a territory of Denmark) is protected by NATO if he does invade it like he did with Venezuela, unlike poor Mexico and Colombia(who are now also on his radar) who do NOT have that protection. I also heard there's this dumb charity that raises $$$ "to support girls hockey." 

Seriously? 

That is the dumbest thing ever. 

How about raise $$$ for something that actually matters , like the food bank, or the homeless shelters?

Facing the death of someone you love tremendously is one of the hardest things we will all have to go through.-Denise Perez