Winter Is Baaaacccck!

It's baaaaaccck!

Last night it started really snowing and this morning we must easily already have 10 cm of snow and it's going to snow all day today as well(it's a blizzard out there and all the school buses were cancelled again(some schools are even closed,too!) as they often are even though it's Canada and we get winter every year) so Beja outright refuses to even go out and we're still supposed to get an additional 15-25 cm more!  I was also woken up at 1 am by that deep burning in my chest again as well as sharp abdomenal pain I still have today,too, and it's cold now -12C with a wind-chill of -22C! Yesterday they did pick up our garbage and recycling as well on the usual pick-up day even though we were the only ones on our street to have it put out.

Never be afraid to stand alone.

Yesterday my joint broke in 2 pieces(I'm not going to get into how ; it's so stupid you probably wouldn't believe me,anyway) so I smoked it down to a nub as far as I could go without burning my fingers but I'm also a smart stoner and don't want to waste it so I didn't throw it out but just put the remainder in my bong and smoked it and I don't know if it was stronger somehow or what.....but I could hear vibrations( it sounded like a gong) and I wasn't just imagining it either as Beja kept barking so he could hear it as well. I also kept hearing the radio distinctly separately from both ears like with  really good speakers and with an echo I thought was just the weed but turned out to actually be both the Alexa  and Google Home  devices playing the same radio station at the same time. HA!  It's also sad to realize that the last time I was really happy was in 1979 when I was 12, and Beja falls asleep curled up on my pillow beside my head and it's cute except for that time he farted....unless it was just my incense burning? I'm not sure...😂

I also had a dream last night my hubby, the kids, my mother, and I were at a shopping mall and went our separate ways and then were to meet up to eat dinner at a restaurant but my mother had wandered off somewhere and we couldn't find her and had to go look for her, and Trump's excuse for wanting to take Greenland is so Russia and China don't take it, except that Russia and China never threatened to take it, USA is the only one that's threatened it, and I hope PM Carney ends our trade and reliance on trade with USA(who turned into an unreliable ally and trade partner) and diversifies and trades more with China and others.

 If Trump doesn't like it he can suck it.

Actually, nobody likes you when you're depressed. Plain and simple. We can talk all day about mental health and how important it is, but the moment you are depressed, people start to distance themselves. They see you as negative, a burden, and someone too heavy to handle.-GraceOfGod