Co-Pilot.

It's been exactly 11 months today since Buddy died.

Almost an entire year already.

I will always love and miss him forever and he was my Heart-Dog, my soulmate, the best friend I ever had, the best thing to ever happen to me and no one ever loved me like he did.

He was my co-pilot in life.

Today it's also going up to a mild 13C .....but rain. 

I'd be sitting outside for the first time this season otherwise.

Lots of rain and now outside is all puddles,flooding, and wet and Beja refuses to go out to pee. We also heard this awful scary-loud crashing sound in the livingroom that made him bark like crazy and sounded like the ceiling was collapsing in but still have no idea what it was so my guess it maybe the melting snow falling off the roof and crashing down? I also was talking to Beja and said, "Hello Sweetie! Where's my baby?" and my hubby goes, "I'm right here!"( ha,ha) and I reminded him, "I was talking to the dog. I also call him 'My Little Rat Thing' ; do you think that's you,too?" 

A line from Black Sabbath: "Satan laughing spreads his wings."-TrueForge

I also saw this photo of Trump and his cult praying as if God would actually help and support them bomb and kill their enemies in war, and my guess is it's more likely an exorcism, to cast out  the evil spirits.😁😂

I also always thought the lyrics in Bob Marley's song Pimper's Paradise  "...Every need got an ego to feed..." was "Every day I got an eagle to feed", and there's this commercial on TV as well I always thought was a stuffed hippo plushie and I just realized is really actually a unicorn as I finally noticed the horn!

All this time.

I feel so deceived and disillusioned.

I also like this cool funky Rasta Chihuahua,my Spirit Animal, ha,ha,  and I saw this other ad on TV and the seaside landscape reminded me of Scotland and it turned out to be Newfoundland and it would be soooo nice to live by the ocean and smell the sea air and sea breeze every day (my dream) and life for me and every decision I've ever made has also always been about surviving, running, hiding, keeping secrets, looking over my shoulder, and trying to recover.

Fly on your way, like an eagle Fly as high as the sun On your way, like an eagle Fly and touch the sun.-Iron Maiden