Somebody posted this video online getting their hair dyed rainbow and people kept saying how "gay" and stupid and ugly and retarded, etc. it was but I LIKE it!I think it's pretty! I think it looks cool, funky, bright, fun,cheerful, ...and just fun! I see it more like unicorn hair than LGBT. They said it cost a whopping 1K to have done though! Holy shit! The 24 YR old is a hair stylist and colourist and I know she can do fancy stuff like this.She's a professional now and that's her job and she works in a salon but she's been doing it ever since she was a teen. Hair and fashion has always been her "thing" and I remember her even having the rainbow hair( as well as experimenting with other "wild" colours) as well.
Yesterday as I was sitting at my computer in my little nook I distinctly felt a dog brushing against my leg like Buddy used to rub up against it and I thought it was Beja....except he was in another room....then shortly later he came in and kept furiously barking at something only he could see and the fur on his back was up and he kept backing up, cautious of whatever it was, making me wonder if Buddy maybe stopped by for a visit? I also can't believe next month it will be a year already since he died and we got Beja.
Yesterday my hubby also walked into the room crying and I was alarmed and said to him, "What's wrong? Are you ok? Did you hurt yourself?" and it turned out that the samosa I had just cooked was just too spicy for him and it made his eyes water! HA! I also for some reason thought yesterday was Sunday and I was convinced and my hubby kept insisting it was Friday and I wondered why he kept doing that and it was really annoying me, ha,ha, and I know people can't be good at everything but *I'm* not good at anything and now all the snow's melted off the pool cover and it's just this big puddle of water left on top now the birds like to come and splash and bathe in and it's nice watching them.
I also heard this novel idea some people have of a 5 YR re-newable( or NOT) marriage contract which I think sounds like a pretty good idea and alternative to the traditonal marriage vow, esp. given 50% of marriages fail, and and I keep to myself and keep my "circle" small as well so that way there's less people to hurt and betray me and also less people to lose and grieve.
My life has taught me to NOT get too close to or to trust anyone ever again.
This is not how any human should live I'm genuinely so tired why did everything have to go wrong like this.-Angel
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