First World Problems.

Yesterday we finally got the dishwasher fixed after a loooong 3 weeks and it's true what they say: you don't know what you've got until it's gone. I'm soooo glad and I was tired of using the same fork for 3 weeks! I did wash it under the tap and dry it but it wasn't the same. The repair took the guy 30 minutes and he told us next time if we want it faster to just call LG directly as they have their own repairmen and they can order the parts directly from their warehouse. Good advice. Yesterday I also had this awful craving for peanut butter on French bread toast and as I opened the kitchen cupboard I was overjoyed to find a brand-new never opened jar of extra creamy( the really good stuff!) peanut butter! 

Yay!

God is good.

I put my toast on top of the Paczki donut box( shown above here) on a paper towel for the photo  and it blended in and looks like it's actually part of the box! 

It's also soooo foggy out this morning and last night just after Midnight I was woken up until 2 am with a deep painful burning  in my chest that really hurt  I really wondered if I was having a heart attack (although I didn't have any other symptoms like jaw, arms or back pain, or sweats or dizziness,nausea,etc.) so I just took a Pepcid in case it was just really baaaaad indigestion(even though I never ate anything that would explain it) and I still have it this morning as well so I popped another Pepcid  this morning when I got up.

I guess we'll find out soon enough....

I also saw this photo yesterday of a baby car seat from the 90's and we had that exact same one (I wonder if the kids would still remember it?)so it brought back memories of when the kids were small,and I put my Oodie  on backwards as well, with the hood at the front instead of at the back and it was hanging under my chin like a feed bag(my brain is getting much worse lately) and I also notice I no longer have any desire for material things anymore and nothing interests me and I no longer want to buy anything, go anywhere, or do anything so I think I'm having a spiritual awakening as well as being depressed and just giving up but nothing in life "does" it for me anymore and I just want to go over to the Other Side and be set free, and now Spain says it won't allow USA to launch attacks on Iran from American bases in their country(good for them!) and Trump huffs they still will anyway and nothing will stop them,etc.

Sounds like a typical rapist.

Just take what you want.

I don't know who he thinks he is.

I can still remember as well my mother telling me when my parents split up when I was 2 that my father told her if he pays child support he'd want to see me(which is fair enough) so she said forget it; she'll just manage on her own( she didn't want a drunk and a cheater in my life) but if anything ever happened and she couldn't work she'd come after him(but she never had to) and I never saw him since I was 2 and for 4 years we lived with 2 aunts( 2 years each) and then we got our own place as she went back to university and we ended up doing ok.

I hate when I get attached to someone and they become my only source of happiness.-Slvqtxr