Freddo.

Meet my new chocolate obsession: Freddo hollow chocolate egg. It's small( fits in the palm of your hand) but still tastes the same as the expensive( now up to 17$ if you can believe it! Holy shit!!) full-size hollow Easter chocolate I used to get (that generally lasts me a week) and it's only just over 3$ and lasts about 3 days, so a good alternative.

There's always a way.

My cough is also sooooo bad lately my throat is raw and sore as well and sometimes I even taste blood and there's always so much 'hork" and gunk I choke on  and a feeling I have a "lump" stuck in my throat ,and I can't believe next month it'll be a year already since Buddy died and I got Beja. I am healing from my grief with time, God's help, my faith,and Beja's love. Something I also love but most people don't like are mushrooms and black licorice and something most people like and I hate are alcohol, coffee, fish(eg. sushi) avocados, and sports.

This is also the last of our once beautiful icicles and next week it's even going up to 13 C and 15 C for 5 days(Yay!) but then later going back down to seasonal( -2C and -5C) after but I'll just enjoy it while it lasts( which is all we can ever really do,right?) and yesterday Beja was basking in a sunbeam he found in the livingroom and it made me happy just watching him being happy and I can't wait until we can actually get back outside and sit out in the sun for real, and I think the paralympians are more inspiring than the 'regular" ones as even with disabilities they can do these things that most able-bodied people still can't do.

Funny as well: I heard(I don't know if it's actually true or not but it's still funny either way) that Iran hid their real fighter jets underground and just painted fighter jets  in that location and that's what Israel targeted( at bombs costing a million $$$ each and you'd think the $$$ could be better spent on helping the needy) ha,ha, and no one is stupid enough to join them and USA in attacking Iran,either, and the UK, France, Germany and Spain all told themthey're NOT getting involved and Spain even told Trump to f*ck-off.

HA!

Sometimes I wish I could just be in a happy dream forever and never have to worry about living my boring worthless life.-Cece 99