Meltage.

Look how much snow has melted since yesterday! You can even see grass and at the front there's hardly any  snow at all! Today we're also getting lots of rain  and even a thunderstorm then freezing rain as the temps drop and a weather warning and advisory. Yesterday I even got to sit outside in the sun for an hour and it was glorious and perked me up and made me feel invigorated, like placing a wilted plant in the sun and watering it and today I even have a bit of red on my face! Today is the last mild day though (10C)  for awhile (but I enjoyed it while it lasted which is all you can do)and then it's getting cold again....and -gasp!- it's even supposed to snow  a few cm Friday and Sunday!

fuuuucccckkkk!

I swear too every time I turn on the radio I hear an AC/DC song(I also heard Stairway To Heaven again this morning) and I'm not complaining as I like AC/DC and I even have a ticket to see them live in concert in September, I just think it's strange but I guess the radio station program director must really like them,too, and with all the snow meltage and rain our basement is flooding again now as well and and next weekend my hubby goes to Quebec to play in another chess tournament except he hasn't even registered yet; apparantly they don't do it online(I find hard to believe) only by mail and for whatever reason he didn't do in time so he's just driving all the way down there hoping to register in person at the door I think it stupid and risky to go all that way not even being guaranteed a spot and it could just be all for nothing and just a waste of time.

The WHO also said birth control pills cause cancer which really doesn't surprise me given the hormones in it, which is exactly why I refused hormone therapy for my menopause; those things are dangerous to mess around with,  and I never used birth control for religious reasons, anyway(which explains my 11 kids, ha,ha) as I only offer new life and don't deny or prevent it, and I also think my liver must be acting-up again, too, like before as I have much less appetite, lost weight, have jaundice skin & eyes, am itchy, extreme fatigue( have to nap every day and still feel tired) abdomenal pain,etc. just like I did last time.

When the horrors of being alive outweighs the fear of death, suicide comes next.-RationalMaleNotes