Return To Sender.

Yesterday someone (and I'm NOT saying who.....)  left a skid mark(AKA "Fudge Smudge") on my pillow.

I also got another letter in the mail for my mother(even though it's been 15 months now since she died and we're still getting her mail) which is likely from her debtors hassling me again about her unpaid loan so I just crossed out her name and wrote in DESEASED: RETURN TO SENDER.

It will now be dropped back into the mail box and returned so hopefully now they'll get the idea she's dead and stop bothering us.

Plus, they'll also assume it's the wrong address  now and we'll stop getting her mail.

It felt sad writing "deseased" though.

I also saw water buffalo on TV and thought of a funny joke my mother would have liked and laughed at and I wanted to share with her and it made me sad and it's times like this when I miss her the most; when I have something to say and no one to tell it to.

THIS was also our backyard yesterday morning.....

and THIS was our yard in the afternoon!

We got snow, and lots of it!(photos here in the day and lower below at sunset)

You should have seen the look on poor Beja's face when he went out to pee and saw it.

It was priceless.

I knew what he was thinking, something along the lines of, "What the f*ck  is this? Where did all of this come from all of a sudden?" It was hilarious.

He was NOT a happy camper.

We're supposed to get more tomorrow and Monday,too.

March Break is also this upcoming week, and someone on Twitter is also a cashier at a drug store and said as a customer was checking out with a pregnancy test she eagerly asked her, "What are you hoping for?" (boy or girl) and she said, "A negative" and it made her sad, and it IS sad; people see babies as a burden, an inconvenience, instead of the blessing and gift from God that they are, and every time I took a prego test *I* was always hoping for a positive and was sad if it was negative! 

There's also a pro-Palestinian protest and rally in Toronto today a Jewish organization is trying to get cancelled along with some gov't officials due to pressure from them saying it's "hateful" and  "anti-Semitic" etc. even though it's just supporting Palestine and it's NOT anti-Jewish; just protesting the Israeli gov't  and its genocide in Gaza.....and I think banning it is Fascist and hateful  and discriminatory to Palestinians!

No one talks about how painful it is when life slowly forces you to believe that maybe the happy home, the supportive partner, the one family unit... just wasn't meant for you. Even when you have a good heart, pure intentions, and so much love to give - you still get the short end of the stick in love. Sometimes the pain isn't losing someone - it's realising you never got the life you were willing to give everything for.-Gracious Onuoha

Instead of thinking about the moments we might miss, I think about the ones we’ve already had.-Stefan Moore

The devil couldn't reach me so he made sure every time i get excited about something it never works out for me.-Ela