Still Here.

Shit.

I'm still here.

The world's still here.

Jesus hasn't returned yet.

Despite the craziness in the world and the Blood moon and lunar eclipse.

 I did see some of the eclipse this morning at 6 am but it was disappointing( just like most things in life) it was just a full moon followed a few minutes later what looked like  a crescent moon but it wasn't red, it was still white, and then it just got darker than usual right before sunrise shortly after. That was it. The day isn't over yet though and anything could still happen at any time.

BC also decided after they switch the clocks this upcoming weekend that will be it; the last time and Alberta is also considering it and I hope we do here,too; enough of that crap, just pick one and decide on it and stay with it. Hopefully the rest of us will get the idea,too. It just takes one "brave" guy to start and the others will hopefully get the idea and follow. My right shoulder also hurts the past few days even though I never injured it but I'm just old and things just randomly fall apart.

The repairman comes today to finally fix the dishwasher after 3 weeks(First World problems,ha,ha) and above and below are the piled up dishes that need sooooo desperately  to be washed which will take easily 2-3 loads, and my hubby can never just sit still and enjoy the moment,either, like watching the sunset or looking up at the stars like I do; he always has to be busy doing something; he can never just be and my cousin's hubby is the same way; he always has to be busy, working on cars or whatever; he can never just relax, and I learned from Judge Judy to never have room mates, to never rent property to tenants, and to never loan $$$ to anyone, esp. NOT to family and friends, and I heard somewhere that left-handed people( like me!) tend to be more creative, good at languages, sports, and more competitive and for me anyway only the first 2 are right; I couldn't care less  about sports and I'm not competitive. In school the gym teacher was always trying to get me to join the swim and gymnastic teams but I just do things for fun because I enjoy it; NOT to "beat" someone else; that would just take the fun out of it and I want everyone to shine.

Now with the attacks on Iran from USA and Israel( who are the real  threats to the region and world peace) over 700 people have been killed in Iran and now Iran is targeting US military bases and embassies( ha,ha, good for them) and even though Venezuela may not have fought back Iran sure does, not putting up with any of their shit, and now Trump threatens that the "Big Wave" attack on Iran is coming next and I just hope the crazy motherf*cker isn't going to nuke  them or something and start WWIII but with him anything is possible.

 I also hope somebody "takes out" him and  Netanyahu and fast.

They say "it will get better" but I've practically spent my entire life trying to pick myself up over and over again.-Ari