Sunrise Semester.

This morning it looked like we were going to get a really nice sunrise so I took this photo and waited....but this was all we got. Oh,well. Since the clocks got switched sunrise is later now,too, not until 7:30 am but at least the good  is sunset is later, past 7 pm and at the beginning of winter it got dark at 4:30 pm and in summer it won't until 9 pm!  I'm still sooooo jet-lag tired too and yesterday the day just seemed soooo long and dragged on forever and overnight I kept waking up every hour.

Ugh.

I still remember as well when I was in grade 6 I used to get up at 6 am to watch this TV show called Sunrise Semester  when they featured ancient Egypt as I have always been interested in it and my mother was a member of the ROM (Royal Ontario Museum) so we got exclusive tickets to the King Tut exhibit when it came to Toronto and then years later I finally did get to go to Egypt to see it for real.

Yesterday it even got up to a balmy 13 C (but rain so I couldn't sit outside) and today supposed to get to 11 C so lots of the snow is really melting now and you can see on our porch the chairs are unburied now and we can also finally see the diving board and the garden gnomes and lights by the pool again as well. It's also nice to finally be able to sit outside and smoke mi ganja without having to always bundle up and wear a hat, mitts, etc. and freeze my ass off, and to feel a nice fresh breeze and spring air. As well as Iran Israel is also attacking Lebanon as well in a bid to expand its territory under the guise of getting Hezbollah, and them and USA continue to attack oil refineries in Iran as well which is just beyond stupid since it also affects the world's oil supply and prices but Imperialist war mongers only care about themselves.

Check this out! Now my Twitter  has 203.4 K views, and yesterday I had a weird headache only on the left side of my head that radiated down my spine and back and it also felt like I was being stabbed behind my left eye I guess was likely sinus and later this month the youngest turns 19 and he had to be induced 3 weeks early, at 37 weeks as I had liver failure due to Obstetric Cholestasis and there's a high risk of stillbirth from 38 weeks (they have to weigh the risk VS if the baby is "ripe" to be safely delivered and the lungs are ready)and increases from there and I always wondered if I'd had more kids after if it would have returned(as likely although he's the only one I had it with) but I guess I'll never know and also if it was due to my gallbladder, which I had removed 5 years later.

 It's one of those many questions I have for God when I cross over to the Other Side.

"Why dont you tell anyone your struggling?" Because it's like talking to the police "anything I say will be used against me"-Nithra Shri