Little F*cker.

Yesterday when I was playing with Beja the little f*cker growled at me.

On the anniversary of Buddy's death,too, of all days.

Buddy never growled at me.

Gawd, I really miss him, and it's times like this it reminds me even more of what I lost.

Last night I also had this *really* vivid dream I saw my mother and it was just sooooo real I was convinced it was actually real and it even made me wonder if she really did visit me in my dream?

Yesterday my hubby also fell asleep(I'm pretty sure he's coming down with something) and he snarled that the stink of my weed( even though I WAS smoking outside and for that exact reason; because it bothers him) woke him up but if he's still just going to complain anyway then I might as well just smoke inside, and we have coupons for McDonalds today as well and I haven't had it for awhile and miss the Big Mac but at the same time I'm hestitant and wary too hearing they use human meat and I don't know if it's actually true or not.....but what if it really is? Cannibalism is morally wrong  and I would just feel so disgusted and guilty ....yet on the other hand if it's just a silly rumour why should I deny myself some good grub due to it?

F*ck-face Trump also threatened last night to "obliterate" Iran and "destroy an entire civilization" and that an "entire civilization would die tonight", etc. if they didn't open the Strait Of Hormuz for oil shipments  destroying centuries of history,culture, art, literature, architecture,etc,  but at least they have,unlike USA who thinks hotdogs and baseball is "culture" and refined,  putting the world on the brink of possible WWIII and maybe even nuclear war(knowing that crazy motherf*cker anything is possible!) but luckily last-minute he extended a ceasefire for 2 weeks and hopefully in that time someone can  get RID of him in the meantime in one way or another(if you get my drift) before that lunatic blows up the entire world! Today it's also -8C but going up to 7C later and 14C tomorrow and the snow all melted later yesterday as well as it was sunny.

I also can't believe it takes those NASA astronauts 4 days to get to the moon and I thought a 12 HR flight was bad, and if I could re-do my life all over again I would have stayed in Toronto in my small Century ( built in 1895) house I loved and NOT moved and I wouldn't have gotten married or had kids, which ruined my life.

If only I knew back then what I know now my life would have been completely different.

It was just my mother, our Chihuahuas, and I then.

We were so happy.

Be one with the Light and know you never die but awaken like the Butterfly to experience countless Realms of existence.-Robert Gilllis