Withdrawal.

Horrors!

I ran out of chocolate a week or so ago and I think I'm going thru withdrawal!

it's just awful!

We're also almost out of toilet paper but my hubby hasn't got groceries and yet he still did somehow find the time to play pickleball and squash yesterday and growled at me the "more I mention it the longer it'll be" until he shops and I can't do it since I don't drive and we don't have Uber  or anything like that here and even if we did I simply can't walk around the store that long(to get al the groceries we need) without passing out and I don't think any of the places  here deliver,either. He's so stubborn he's just like a little kid.

My "little" cousin( age 50) is also a grandmother now: her oldest( in her 20s) had her baby( shown above) a girl they named Scotland  but she must have either been a preemie or has something wrong because I notice she has a feeding tube in her nose(which isn't standard for newborns) and I remember my mother telling me I had one and I was born 6 weeks early.

I also heard Stairway To Heaven twice and yesterday I honest-to-God saw 2 ducks swimming on the "swamp" on top of our pool cover and I got more weed; 15grams which will last me a month, and Beja's extra cuddling, snuggling and kissing me more so I think he can somehow sense I'm feeling extra sick for the past few days and this week we put out 3 recycling boxes and they actually picked them all up!

Yay!

I also saw this old-fashioned stereo from the 70s and we had that exact same one.

Such happy memories of a happy time in my life I really miss and I hope when I get to the Other Side I can revisit and hopefully even relive. We also have a scheduled power outage Sunday from 8am-Noon which sucks as I won't be able to cook or get my music, and I read somewhere that it's "normal" for women in their 20s and 30s in NYC to have f*cked between 70-200 guys and I flipped! That's definite SLUT  range and no wonder there's so much AIDS and other STDs and so I guess it's also "normal" for women in NYC to be whores,too? I also think they're going to use the Hanta Virus as the new "Scamdemic" to control the masses thru fear but just like last time with Covid I'm going to ignore it.

Sometimes life makes people choose things their heart will never be okay with.-Tufail Ahmed